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Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 14 Nov 2017 23:15 #322439

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #16 B"h today was good. No major struggles happened today. See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 16 Nov 2017 03:01 #322479

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #17 B"h today was still good. I didn't have any major urges and I have been trying hard to avoid triggers. See everyone tomorrow!
	Last Edit: 16 Nov 2017 03:02 by bgit.

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 16 Nov 2017 21:27 #322527

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #18 I'm still clean from pornography today. I did struggle a little bit but thankfully I didn't end up looking at it. See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 19 Nov 2017 00:53 #322553

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #20 B"h I'm still clean from pornography today. I see that I don't have such an issue with pornography as I'm not finding it too dififcult not to view it. I struggle with masturbation much more. At some point I think that I'm going to add on a restriction (a fall) if I actively pursue anything with erotic intent even if it's not pornography. See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 19 Nov 2017 01:02 #322554

Ftndrug Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 48 Karma: 1	Keep up the good work! :]
	"Esh tamid tukad al hamizbeah lo tichbe" אם אין אני לי-מי לי? וכשאני לעצמי-מה אני.. ואם לא עכשיו.. אימתי?? nobody can save me now. Its do-or die.

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 19 Nov 2017 03:24 #322561

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2791 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3956	Super that you are doing so well. Definitely remove all arousing images or thoughts to the best of your ability. Continued hatzlocha.
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 20 Nov 2017 02:57 #322609

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #21 I was pretty busy today and didn't have much downtime which helps a lot. Lately I've been trying to get more involved with other people (as chavrusa's in the evening) and with some projects in my community to try and fill the "void" and downtime. Iy"h it will help. See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 20 Nov 2017 23:17 #322648

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #22 I'm reaching my record for longest time without pornography. Be"h it will continue. See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 20 Nov 2017 23:32 #322650

LoveU,Hashem Current streak: 11 days OFFLINE Expert Boarder כנשר יעיר קינו, על גוזליו ירחף Posts: 114 Karma: 6	Congrats!! I'm so happy for you!!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 21 Nov 2017 01:33 #322652

Ftndrug Current streak: 6 days OFFLINE Senior Boarder Posts: 48 Karma: 1	Thumbs up, Way to go brother!
	"Esh tamid tukad al hamizbeah lo tichbe" אם אין אני לי-מי לי? וכשאני לעצמי-מה אני.. ואם לא עכשיו.. אימתי?? nobody can save me now. Its do-or die.

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 21 Nov 2017 22:17 #322698

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #23 B"h it's still good and I also haven't masturbated in a little while, just because I'm not interested, without forcing anything. I haven't lusted in a while also and it's pretty amazing how "urge-less" things are if you don't start lusting. Iy"h it will continue, but right now my fight is with pornography and be"h I've been successful so far. See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 21 Nov 2017 22:37 #322700

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2791 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3956	Without realizing it you probably have had less interest in masturbating being that you are BH off pornography for a nice amount of time. Keep it up and iyh you will rid yourself of both. Right now you are afraid of committing to that but b'ezras Hashem you will get there.
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 23 Nov 2017 02:28 #322756

bgit OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 174 Karma: 0	Day #24 This is a record for me for not watching pornography. Last time I had a fall on day 23 and b"h I'm still clean from porn. It really does seem to make things a lot easier. See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 23 Nov 2017 22:26 #322811

bgit
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Day #25

B"h still clean from pornography. I also haven't masturbated for longer than I thought I could without even really trying. I've been working on not getting anything started and that's made it a lot easier. Yesterday I started getting involved in some stuff that I shouldn't have been (not pornography) but b"h I caught myself and was able to stop before it progressed any further.

See everyone tomorrow!

Re: Bgit's Path Round #2 24 Nov 2017 04:36 #322846

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2791 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3956	You are a real inspiration. Following your daily pots is witnessing how someone crawls from the depths of despair and illness to a bright airy and comfortable life. Iyh you will guide others out of this mess to life. You are showing everyone that it can be done.
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE