Thank you SB, thank you!!

OK, so this is a little idea I had today and wanted to share with everyone.  I have been playing with the idea of living is much better then addicting.  So, I was thinking today it's been a while since I've even thought about an urge or an idea regarding my old lifestyle.  Am I getting to comfortable I thought for a second and then I realized, I am not.  I just am living my life!!  G-d that feels really good.  No slips or falls, non needed or wanted.

Sci, that sounds really good!
Keep on living!!

sci1977 wrote on 11 May 2010 16:43:


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Very true. I don't think it means a lack of awareness, but just like you said - moving forward, living life, realizing the value of life.

You're a true inspiration to us all, sci. One day maybe I'll be out of the thicket too IYH.

G-d is great today!!  Life continues to be good on a personal note.  However, still toiling looking for employment.  No slips or falls, non needed or wanted.

sci1977 wrote on 11 May 2010 16:43:


That's great!

Have a wonderful Shabbos everyone!!  Another great day that G-d has given me.  It doesn't matter if life isn't perfect.  Just roll with the tide and keep on trucking.

Have a great shabbos, my friend. KUTGW!!

For all who have followed my thread or read my thread all the way through I wanted to really share something with you.  Very early this year I lost a very good friend, MM.  Today as I was looking at a picture I thought of him.  I was reminded of his class and overall personality that made him so special.  I got to thinking after I wiped a tear from my eye.  I realized that he lived to live.  I have been trying to follow that.  In understanding my head better and things are more clear, it is certainly better to be like MM.  I sit here writting in the dark purposly because I am sad that I still miss him as if he died yesterday.  But I look outside and it bright and sunny and I think over time today my sadness will dissapear.  Love you MM and really, really miss you!  No slips or falls non needed or wanted.

Sci guy,

thanx for sharing this. And for letting me know about looking for it.

May his memory be a source of comfort to all those who knew and loved him.

good shabbos, my friend.

I'm certain that he is proud of you, and honored that your memories him have inspired you to grow so much!

Sci,

You have a very special neshama.

I had an interview last week that went well.  Let's all pray I get a call back.  Everything is pretty.  Still working on my understanding of how to live.

No slips or falls, non needed or wanted.