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Re: sci1977 journey 03 Mar 2010 14:05 #56080

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guardureyes wrote on 03 Mar 2010 13:58:

Feeling your pain..... Not knowing "what's next" is one of the hardest things for a human to handle...

But hold on to G-d, Sci. Life is a roller-coaster, but G-d is your body harness. Stay strapped in and no matter what the roller-coaster does, you'll be safe. Scream at the top of your lungs if you have to, but enjoy the ride just the same! After all, you're strapped in tight. Put your complete trust in the designers of the ride. They made it safe. They made it for your benefit. And you'll come out with a smile   


Sci, these words of Guard's are so deep. I've used this idea from him many times, and it always helps me keep my sanity. I may not keep my lunch, but you can't have everything when you're on the ride of your liife!

Love you, man.
No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.
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Re: sci1977 journey 03 Mar 2010 16:37 #56113

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Just wanted to wish you a great day...
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Re: sci1977 journey 04 Mar 2010 03:07 #56221

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Thank you all for caring so much.  I am doing well.  Another day of being clean and sober.  No matter what its a good day.  So many lessons to learn when things like this happen. 
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Re: sci1977 journey 04 Mar 2010 03:18 #56229

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So true...Your wisdom always amazes me...I suppose I should be used to it by now, but every day, you manage to surprise me yet again by revealing new depths.
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Re: sci1977 journey 04 Mar 2010 12:42 #56283

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Hi sci!  Glad to see you're still hanging in there.

  --Eye.
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Re: sci1977 journey 05 Mar 2010 01:43 #56456

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Still doing good.  I will give a big update tomorrow morning.
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Re: sci1977 journey 05 Mar 2010 09:31 #56489

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sci1977 wrote on 05 Mar 2010 01:43:

Still doing good.  I will give a big update tomorrow morning.


Looking forward.
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Re: sci1977 journey 05 Mar 2010 16:18 #56528

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Same - looking forward to hearing from you...
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Re: sci1977 journey 05 Mar 2010 18:49 #56574

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Anothr day of being clean and sober.  Been sort of run over by life the last few days.  I think I might a job opprotunity very soon, so hopefully will not be on government assistance long.  I have spent the last week or so under much stress and I really had the skills to deal with it.  I will not say it was all me.  Between G-d and my wife I have held pretty strong.  I have spent a lot of time with the kids and just trying to keep up some sort of routine within the day!  I wish I have had more time for the website, but I guess you can say I found life and the meaning of it the last few days.  Money is not everything.  Your family is so much more then money.  G-d is so much more then money.  But I think most important for me is knowing I was a grown up in how I dealt with the past week or so.  I never even thought about slipping or falling.  If life is life and G-d has a plan, then let the plan that is G-dly be followed.  No slips or falls, non needed or wanted.
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Re: sci1977 journey 05 Mar 2010 19:18 #56577

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Indeed, with hashem's help, and your wife's - but still, I hope you feel proud of yourself! You should, because you can see how much you;'ve grown, in so many ways - in how you see the world, in how you act, in how you feel!

Have a great shabbos!
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Re: sci1977 journey 05 Mar 2010 19:43 #56581

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Sci, you are the REAL THING.

Better than (Diet) Coke any day!!

Have a GREAT SHABBOS!!

No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.
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Re: sci1977 journey 06 Mar 2010 18:03 #56591

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What a beautiful soul you have, Sci. Thanks for sharing it with us!
Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest.
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Re: sci1977 journey 06 Mar 2010 18:49 #56599

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You are a truly wealthy man, Sci!

Shavua Tov,

  --Eye.
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Re: sci1977 journey 07 Mar 2010 18:22 #56721

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Thank you very much guys.  It is certainly a place, where you lose your income. where you find out what you are made of.  It's sort of a great test in life's journey.  It's not just about being an addict right now, it's about me, all of me.
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Re: sci1977 journey 07 Mar 2010 18:28 #56725

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And I'd rather have YOU.

ALL OF YOU.

KOT!! KOS!! (that's Keep On Smiling!)
No one is so small that he can not give help, and no one is so big that he doesn't need it.

Kol HaOlam Kulo, Gesher Tzar Meod, V'HaIkkar: Lo L'Pacheid Klal.
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