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Re: My Story, the second first day 10 Feb 2010 19:36 #52546

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Glad to hear that you're keeping busy, and clean!

You rock, man!
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Re: My Story, the second first day 10 Feb 2010 20:58 #52557

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Keep it up my friend. try not to think of the number day your on, just think about today. It will help the "slow" feeling!!

KUTGW!!!!
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Re: My Story, the second first day 11 Feb 2010 16:07 #52688

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Keep on trucking!!!  IT25 is right, forget the number of days. 
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Re: My Story, the second first day 11 Feb 2010 17:28 #52700

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sci1977 wrote on 11 Feb 2010 16:07:

Keep on trucking!!!  IT25 is right, forget the number of days. 
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY IM FINALLY RIGHT!!!! It took me almost 2700 posts to get to this!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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Re: My Story, the second first day 12 Feb 2010 14:39 #52906

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Good Shabbos!!  You are not near 2700 posts IT25.  I think I'll ask Guard to delete about 1000 of yours.  ;D ;D   (JUST KIDDING)
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Re: My Story, the second first day 14 Feb 2010 15:14 #53083

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62 days clean.
some troubles have appeared. 

our PC technical support installed on our PCs at the weekend a "protected surfing system" which means actually internet explorer Ver 7.0
in a special version. ive never seen such version before.

the problem is that surfing in that explorer can be probably bypass my filter.

i tried to load the sites like google or gmail (which are blocked in my filter) and they were  loaded.
indeed the PC was stuck after i saw the first page of them but i tried to search in google images "beit hamikdash" and i saw the pictures.

i think that the filter isn't bypassed completely, and thats the reason  that the computer stuck when i try to load pages i defined to block.

but now i have  at least the option to try to challenge the filter and maybe to "succeed", i didn't have that option before because the filter did his job very good, so i stoped to try.

thats very bad, very very bad. 

the easy click is here again.

??? any ideas??



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Re: My Story, the second first day 14 Feb 2010 16:04 #53087

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I am not sure how these filters work, but maybe you can try try uninstalling the filter and reinstalling it on the new browser. WARNING!: Only have someone else do this. DO NOT DO IT YOUSELF!!

Have a great day!

-Yiddle
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Re: My Story, the second first day 15 Feb 2010 12:52 #53331

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sci1977 wrote on 12 Feb 2010 14:39:

Good Shabbos!!  You are not near 2700 posts IT25.  I think I'll ask Guard to delete about 1000 of yours.   ;D ;D   (JUST KIDDING)
Not funny sci! :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(






































































































IM kidding bro. I love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :-* :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
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Re: My Story, the second first day 15 Feb 2010 12:54 #53332

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Hey OL. I miss you. Sorry to hear about this new problem. May isuggest you try and get a hold of tomim2b. Hes pretty good with these things. You can try and pm him or email him at tomim2b@gmail.com


Wishing you all the best with lots of love!
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Re: My Story, the second first day 15 Feb 2010 15:10 #53344

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thank you IT25,
my friend here works at the technical support dep. he told me how to do uninstall to the new software, i did it, and i hope now everything is OK.

besides that,
i had a few slips today  , because i saw in a medical forum which i surfed  there many times before a little untsiut picture that i clicked on that.
after 3-4 seconds i closed that, because of you guys, i thought of you.

1 hour later one more klick on similar garbage in another "kosher" site.    and close after 3-4 seconds.

not fall just slip ??? ???

please give me some chizuck guys, i need you.
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Re: My Story, the second first day 15 Feb 2010 16:32 #53365

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The strength is there. You can do it. You just need to know who helps you. HASHEM. Ultimately we cant help you. Only you, with your Emunah and Bitachon in Hashem can do this. All we can do is stand by here on the sidelines and cheer you on. Find God within you, He's there even if you dont realize it. He's in you and outside of you. Look to your right. He's there. Look to your left. He's there. God is always there, we just need to take the time and effoert to bring ourselves to naturally think that. Like we involuntarilly breath when we need air. To me its te greatest feeling when I say "Ya Im not too worried God will take care of me(this doesnt happen so much so its something I am working on also)." Ein Od Milavdo.

-Yiddle
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Re: My Story, the second first day 15 Feb 2010 18:11 #53377

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Think of us, but also remember YOU! You've had 62 days clean, and you KNOW how good that feels, it's like breathing in fresh air!

Good luck with the technical problems, and hopefully you won't need it. It's like a tightrope walker with a safety net - the net is there, but you don't want to actually have to use it.

Rock on!
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Re: My Story, the second first day 16 Feb 2010 08:15 #53514

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i love you SB & Yiddle, :-* :-*
i think of you all the time,
now i feel pretty better,
yesterday evening in tfilas arvis i prayed in very big kavana tell hashem, please G-d return me to the normal, i don't want to fall.
64 days clean.
i hope those slips and the desire belongs to the history.

i walk in the train and in the train stations whitout my glasses and my head is down.

thank you my best friends!
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Re: My Story, the second first day 16 Feb 2010 11:40 #53530

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Ok ok everyone make way!!! The Esteemed General of the Israeli Unit of the Revolution is coming through!!!

Everyone please lets here a nice welcome for him..........................................General OneLife!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bam bam bam bam too too too too

His credentials are; 62 days clean!! yeah thats right 62 days clean!!! And hes still climbing! What can be better than that?!?
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Re: My Story, the second first day 16 Feb 2010 12:55 #53566

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IT25,

LOL!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

ATA HOREG OTI!!!! ANI LO YACHOL EETCHA !!!  :D :D :D
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