i had a big temtation yasterday night. >
i opened my mail box, and saw a mail from the one of the garbage sites that i'm a "member" there.
i didn't remember, what is that site and how smutz it is, but i remember that it doesn't TORA site.
i clicked on that mail and so a few video clip links to their site, the links were a little pictures which wasn't p**n but a little not
znuot my wife slept, and she forgot the filter in the low level protection ( it probably will not block that site as i was a member there)
i've just had to click on the "death" links and to collapse myself after 37 days that i'm clean.
a tremendous trigger !! tell me click me guy, click me ....you like it so much.
my heart start to beat very fast...
THEN... i saw against my eyes my deal with HABA & steve, and deleted this mail immediately.
ooooooooooooooooooofffffffffffffffffffffffff!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank you haba & steve and all of you, you saved my life!
why G-d?? why??