hi HS,
thanks for the spicy tuna update. i should really try it one day.
i can tell your cool raccoon avatar guy is still in basic training cause he is holding it upside down and there is no ammo clip in there. or does he use it as a wumvangertir instead of a rifle?

so here i am back in yeshiva....looks funny to start coming on 15 times a day...so im left to 2 or 3 times a week....

bh hashem has continued to guide me and has given me continued hatzlacha. i am still clean....right now....today and bh i have had many one days adding up that have all been very good quality..thanks ONLY to hashem

Shteig away!!

we'll relish those 2 or 3 times.

KOT KUTGW!!

here i am (no tuna updates)
baruch hashem the past three weeks (today) have been unbelievable good quality in life....lack of lush and much more(if there is anything else)

its much easier to deal with REsentmants meaning the feelings that pop up later than to cope with the situation itself as it is happening....

also....we say in davening ve'hasher mimenu yagon va'anacha (the yagon and anacha of aveiros is how im translating it) how? by haveing us come to the madregah of umeloch aleinu....king over us......let us realise our life if in your hand
those who type in hebrew....feel free to step in

היה לי אותו רעיון בתפילת מנחה היום!!!!

still here...bh another good day....have been very tired lately (which often makes it hard to learn) but trying to push

i had 2 minutes of troubl on shabbas.....i realized i need to get rid of some rid.....i offered my self to hashem....got rid of 2 resentmants i had gotton shabbas during shachris (aspecially since i was bomb tired (make sence))

BH still doing well.
been very tired lately which makes sence....when you dont sleep your full sleep it makes you tired.....
yeshiva for sure keeps me busy without time to act out.

glad to hear you doing well
being busy is a good thing

checking in. doing well with hashems help.....if there was such a thing as a month.....iver been clean for it....but there isnt such thing as a month...its a myth theres only days
the high holy-days are coming up (just in case anyone doesnt know) i cant wait i love the nusach!!! and what happened to the thread about "can an addict be chazan on yomin noraim" i usually see it pop up every year during elul

by the way thanks to you.....

so....baruch its been the best couple weeks of my life in regards to this issue i can actually HONESTLY say i have not GONE OUT LOOKING for lust...there has been a couple times that it has come walking up to me....but hashem guided me as was fit.

i notice that the longer i go....sometime i get sensitive like lieing in the wrong position type sensitive (never actually expierenced being sensitive like this) baruch hashem im still trucking (not too much drugs)

i like having wet dreams.....it means that hashem has kept me clean long enough to have an excess build up my body needs to get rid of.....once in a while i feel good when hashem gives me a actual dream since it means probably i had something in my head during the day that hashem kept me clean from

people have been mentioning wet dreams lately

most have said it in a good way

certainly, keep up the good work you are doing during the day

I, however, am not convinced that wet dreams are a huge positive

not sure though

let the experts decide

b'hatzlachah