Today I got into another argument .....after wasting time on something ridiculous ( nope i did NOT mastebate, NOR did I search for porn although my Twitter could use a cleansing lol)
I have been beastmoding away for days......tossing in between appreciation and high level, and renewed contempt and sorrow, what I wasn't paying attention to was me
Within 3 days I was severely dehydrated and overheating to the point of chronic heat exhaustion and I might have suffered a stroke if I continued, I know because I tried to donate blood and a cursory check revealed a low blood pressure and high heart rate, signs of heat stroke (no the Arab paramedic who did the check up didn't even offer me water, simply wouldn't allow me to donate, classic) [immediately after she said this, I dunno maybe I'm a hypochondriac somewhere or maybe she made me hyper aware.
I could FEEL my heart system having fluctuations that felt unnatural and extremely dangerous, {I had recently eaten 3 small burgers, my first major meal of the day, after I prayed minchah, at about 7 pm
