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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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My journey to 90 days... once again 04 Mar 2013 12:10 #202971

im not alone
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so im starting once again my journey after a period of 3 months of being stuck in the mud
now with hashems help im going to make it.. I know ive said it a million times but... this time is different (Ive said that a million times too)
the only way I could prove it. is by waiting the 90 days and ill have the proof
hashem please help me ... life is not that long ... I have to get going .. please
Im 24 hours clean now... thats already a milestone
(ill post lightly as bh i have extreme busy job duties)

just keeping a record
im not alone... keep on trucking

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 05 Mar 2013 02:59 #203032

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	wishing you much hatzlocha with the new count maybe try something different this time
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 05 Mar 2013 03:06 #203036

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	im not alone wrote: im not alone... keep on trucking Dude, You are so not alone Eli
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 05 Mar 2013 11:00 #203050

chaim11
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Indeed you are not alone; we are all with you, holding your hands and wishing you success.
I remember myself being in a similar situation as you, starting the count again after a deep long-period fall. Then I asked myself the following question:
"what am I going to do different this time than last time to prevent the next nasty fall”?
I will try harder?
Not sure harder will work for me (or any other addict).
Then I joined a phone conference group and started working the 12 steps seriously, getting the concept of this struggle in a total different perspective (: not a struggle at all, at least not MY struggle). This time hashem keeps me alive - I already bypassed my previous count - one day at a time.
We would love to see you going on forever o recovery path, please do it for us 

Last Edit: 06 Mar 2013 22:36 by chaim11.

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 06 Mar 2013 09:26 #203111

im not alone
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thanks chevra for your replies.. t means a lot to me
anyhow.. so what or how am i going to do different this time around.. well yes ill work harder.. I believe that updating my journey on this forum will help me stay focused and on task... i havnt done that in a while (I think since the new forum is on)
yes and I had done before a clean streak of over 100 days, just by staying put.. so if I can get there now I hope to be able to surpass that milestone..
going into day 4.. 3 days in the can.. nobody could take that away... forever

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 07 Mar 2013 10:30 #203200

im not alone OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 31 Karma: 3	BH im back onto the 90 day chart as i just completed my forth clean day im thrilled how im doing so far ill continue gn

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 07 Mar 2013 21:59 #203212

mr. emunah Current streak: 121 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1139 Karma: 43	Keep it up man!

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 08 Mar 2013 10:17 #203239

im not alone OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 31 Karma: 3	bh i am keeping it up just completed another solid super clean day... in the can entering my sixth day good night

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 08 Mar 2013 20:00 #203253

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	yishtabach shmo!
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 11 Mar 2013 19:14 #203331

im not alone OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 31 Karma: 3	bh 8 days clean on the 90 day chart... wow what could I say... bh I dont need anymore that much chizuk (shouldn't say that) its self explanatory the taam of being clean is such a great chizuk have a clean day

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 11 Mar 2013 19:37 #203332

gevura shebyesod
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There's no such thing as too much Chizuk!!!

KOMT!!!!

!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant

My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 11 Mar 2013 22:51 #203360

mr. emunah Current streak: 121 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1139 Karma: 43	C H I Z Z U K! C H I Z Z U K! C H I Z Z U K! C H I Z Z U K! C H I Z Z U K! C H I Z Z U K!

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 12 Mar 2013 08:39 #203411

im not alone OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 31 Karma: 3	another clean day bh so pure to the utmost purity... bh and yes I still need chizzuk obviously however... I do pertain loads of chizzuk just from being in the stage where i am KOT (Keep On Trucking..but what is KOMT? I guess i havnt been around for a while)

Re: My journey to 90 days... once again 12 Mar 2013 09:35 #203413

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	KOMT Keep On Monster Trucking
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi