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TOPIC: OK I Will give it another try 18770 Views

Re: OK I Will give it another try 26 Jan 2009 15:05 #2382

mdmjerusalem	guard we still can connect with showmypc please change my settings to allow this program
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 26 Jan 2009 15:09 #2384

mdmjerusalem	btw please update the 90 day chart hard but continuing
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 26 Jan 2009 15:17 #2386

Binyomin5766	Mazel Tov, MDM! Keep it going! If I'm reading correctly, you've moved up another level. You should go from strength to strength.
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 27 Jan 2009 16:20 #2471

mdmjerusalem	still ok btw gaurd still no access?
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 27 Jan 2009 16:24 #2472

mdmjerusalem	guard i want to make you email the email of my second computer do you think that do to your busy schedule you would not be able to help me when needed
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 27 Jan 2009 22:56 #2520

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I'll always help you when needed (if i'm around). Just write to eyes.guard@gmail.com Tzadik. Now I see you are REALLY serious about this. Now you are being Malbish true Oz of Kedusha and Hashem will surely send you Siyatta dishmaya. We have been fooled TOO long by the YH. We know all his tricks and we won't let him in. And if he gets in somehow, we slam that door shut. And if he opens another one, we slam THAT one shut. Sooner or later he sees he needs to find a different client!

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Re: OK I Will give it another try 28 Jan 2009 16:48 #2568

mdmjerusalem	thank you guard for your help I still can not connect to your computer
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 28 Jan 2009 18:34 #2585

mdmjerusalem	day number 18 Chai Chai Yodecha Vishabchicha
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 29 Jan 2009 15:33 #2639

mdmjerusalem	up to 19 היד ד' תקצר
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 29 Jan 2009 22:16 #2660

the.guard Current streak: 805 days OFFLINE Moderator Posts: 6438 Karma: 138	MDM, you are - and will be - a powerful force of Teshuvah and Chizuk on our forum, and for many Yidden!
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 05 Feb 2009 20:33 #2844

mdmjerusalem	day 26 up and running what a rollercoster this was still hope it is for the best
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 05 Feb 2009 21:47 #2850

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Yes, it is NOT easy what you did, to tell your wife. Yes, we KNEW it would be a roller-coaster. But at the end of the ride, you will be so much stronger! She is now there at your side, and you won't be able to disappoint her again. You jumped into the Yam Suf with Emunah, and now I fully believe it will split for you. Parshas Bishalach. Perfect timing. You will be singing Shira this Shabbos like never before.

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Re: OK I Will give it another try 07 Feb 2009 18:25 #2879

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MD, you used the words "roller-coaster" to describe the last few days... A "roller-Coaster" is a great example, and for everyone - a "roller-coaster" is a good exercise in breaking this addiction. We often want to pleasure ourselves to feel we are in control of our lives, and we don't let ourselves break free until we are finally willing to "Let go and Let G-d". On a roller-coaster, your life is not in your hands. You must totally trust those who built it with your life, and as you are hanging between heaven and earth about to fall straight down, you need to just "let go and trust". This is a very good exercise for anyone who has trouble "letting go and letting G-d".

And what you did recently, MD, is just like a roller coaster in this sense. You knew you were jumping off a cliff, but you trusted Hashem to catch you. And I am sure he did/will.

Webmaster of www.guardyoureyes.org - Maintaining Moral Purity in Today's World. We’re here on a quest ; it’s really all a test. Just do your best and G-d will do the rest.

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Re: OK I Will give it another try 07 Feb 2009 23:08 #2883

mdmjerusalem	day 29 quite excited
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Re: OK I Will give it another try 09 Feb 2009 21:06 #2943

mdmjerusalem	With day 30 passing B'Ezras Ha'Shem, it is a full month that I find myself on the path I want to be. Believe me I feel like a mentch in a lot other aspects too.
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