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Re: My Journey (back to myself) 07 Feb 2013 19:43 #201927

jjblue13
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Day 28

My kids were listening to Shmuel Kunda's "The Royal Rescue" this morning, (I know it's not sfira now, but my kids like it

) and one song really struck me.
It's track 5 called "When Everything's Impossible"

I'll try to write the lyrics as I hear them:

When everything's impossible and you don't know why
So big and so collasible you shake your head and sigh

There is something that Hashem expects for you to do
Pick yourself up get up there and try

When life is overbearing and you don't know where to turn
You think your hard of hearing because you never seem to learn

Hashem will help you if try to really make it through
Do you best and never be concerned

Slap your thigh hold your head high show you've got the spirit
Skip along and sing a song let everybody hear it

Give a jump & give a laugh your problems will just break in half
Hashem wants you to try!

Don't think of your troubles and they'll never ever find you
Run ahead of everyone and never look behind you

You'll only win and never fail
Just let the wind blow through your sail
And see your spirit fly!

(For the benefit of anyone who doesn't own the CD, if someone could post a link to some site like Mostly Music I would appreciate it.)

לב טהור ברא לי אלוקים
My essence is ALWAYS pure (no matter what I do)
ורוח נכון חדש בקירבי
But if I start slipping ... PLEASE return me to sanity

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 07 Feb 2013 19:55 #201931

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	www.mostlymusic.com/the-royal-rescue-rerelease.html
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 08 Feb 2013 01:09 #201955

Divrei Chaim Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Junior Boarder Boruch Hashem yom yom Posts: 33 Karma: 0	Thank you wonderful. Keep on going.

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 19 Feb 2013 19:16 #202458

jjblue13 OFFLINE Senior Boarder Im ain ani li? Mi li? Posts: 70 Karma: 3	40 days! Thank you everyone for you continued Chizuk!
	לב טהור ברא לי אלוקים My essence is ALWAYS pure (no matter what I do) ורוח נכון חדש בקירבי But if I start slipping ... PLEASE return me to sanity

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 19 Feb 2013 23:09 #202479

mr. emunah Current streak: 121 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1139 Karma: 43	hurray!

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 20 Feb 2013 00:43 #202491

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KUTGW!!

!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

"If it would be so easy there wouldn't be a GYE, but if it would be impossible there also wouldn't be a GYE."
"Sometimes a hard decision leads to an easier outcome."
- General Grant

My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 20 Feb 2013 00:53 #202497

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	WOO HOO!
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 21 Feb 2013 02:30 #202577

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	jjblue13 wrote: 40 days! Thank you everyone for you continued Chizuk! That's 40 GOOD days. Boruch Hashem, JJ - continued hatzlocha!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 22 Feb 2013 03:05 #202644

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I used to beat myself up terribly because I would have wet dreams when I was younger, which would lead to real falls.

Over time, and as a result of reading more posts from gye, I realized that it is best to just ignore them, and write it off for now as just a biological anamolly. Over time, the more you grow, the less often it will occur.

The best is when you have a dream where you walk away from a trigger and wake up clean!

Hatzlacha Rabbah!

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 22 Feb 2013 23:34 #202681

mr. emunah Current streak: 121 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1139 Karma: 43	Hey Avi! Totaly agree man, I know some people like to knock Miva & Tikun Klali saying that it's just part of the cycle, but if I may, even if you think it's damaging in context of "Falls" I think it's a great practice for wet dreams Cheers!

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 03 Mar 2013 10:00 #202948

jjblue13 OFFLINE Senior Boarder Im ain ani li? Mi li? Posts: 70 Karma: 3	51 days!
	לב טהור ברא לי אלוקים My essence is ALWAYS pure (no matter what I do) ורוח נכון חדש בקירבי But if I start slipping ... PLEASE return me to sanity

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 03 Mar 2013 20:02 #202953

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Hosha'-noh (51)!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 04 Mar 2013 20:30 #202981

mr. emunah Current streak: 121 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 1139 Karma: 43	hoshia - noh

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 04 Mar 2013 22:15 #202994

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Hosha'noh vehoshia'noh
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same."

Re: My Journey (back to myself) 04 Mar 2013 22:35 #202996

reallygettingthere Current streak: 72 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 759 Karma: 27	ok I'll say it: AVINU ATAH!
	Roy in the SA White Book noted that we frequently prayed and it did not work...because the best we could muster was begging G-d to "Please take it away, so I will not have to give it up! No amount of sobriety can cure the insanity -ChaimCharlie The emmes hurts but fake chizzuk will hurt more -Bards Remember, best block, no be there - Mr. Miyagi