Holy %$#@.
This is really tough.
I'm working on day 18.
Have been saved a couple of times in the last few days by begging for help on this forum. I am a proud man (unfortunately) and have never asked anyone for anything. School work, money, food, job, housing, etc. But now, if I want to really live life, I am forced to.
I just wanted to thank everyone who responded to my cries and have made it easier to ask for help.
I am always amazed at how well the y'h manipulates my brain. Every single thing that I put in place to try to stop him, he just dismantles with "logical" arguments. Which is why I'm left to everyone else's encouragement.
Thank you
Day 18 here I come...