Sorry I am now at work and do not have the sefer with me. But I believe it is in the 2 volume set in the section on Taharas Hamidos (there are 2 such sections - it's in the one dealing with shmiras habris).

Kol hakavod on day 42 - This Shabbos you can truly sing: לבי ובשרי ירננו אל א-ל חי

Shabbat Shalom

MT

Wonderful to read about your journey. Keep us posted, friend. You seem to be plowing ahead nicely.
Keep it up!
Mottel

Shulem tayre Yidden,

there is an adage: Experience is a good teacher but she sends in terrific bills. On day 61 I had a fall :'(. Today is day one. I did listen to my addiction and did not make a new taphsik shvuo because I thought that I do not need it anymore and now I know that I need it. Today I made the new and longer shvuo. But 60 days is amazing and it is very well possible just, I felt too strong and so I was forced to admit my weakness. Thank you for your chizuk, keep going, GYE chevre.
Last week I read a very important message in the book "real power" by Dr. Dovid Lieberman.
Reality cannot be shattered it is just an image that may be destroyed. So I admit that I have a long way, and a lot of potential to work on, yes. Every day counts.
By the way I am still looking for an accountability partner, someone interested, please pm me.


Have a wonderful day.

Shalom dear Yosef.
I am sorry to hear about your fall.
Much success in the new jorney, nesiya tova! : )

Sholem,

just one word today:
[glow=red,2,300]ELUL

Have a wonderful day.

Sholem,

today is day seven, I am back. I read today an interesting Tomer devora. In perek alef he mentions that HKB"H himself is purifying us from our sins as we say on Yom Kippur that he sprinkles pure water on us. We should not think that we are purifying ourself. HKB"H personally comes keveyachol to do so. The comment on the Tomer Devora adds that this thought should help us not to sin again.
Anyways,we know and this is another makor that we do need fix ourself. We do the avoido and HKB"H is doing the rest.

Have a wonderful day.

Hi,

I am back. Now, I moved to a different city and started going to SA meetings. Today is day 5 after many nichsholim and denial I am admitting that I have a real problem I cannot solve on my own.