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Re: im starting NOW 15 Feb 2012 16:44 #133059

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with you. I fell on monday too.
i started working the first step and hope to achieve something.
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?
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Re: im starting NOW 02 Mar 2012 20:31 #134109

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U just started the twelve steps now for the first time?
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Re: im starting NOW 03 Mar 2012 19:15 #134127

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better believe it!

for some it takes longer than for others....


"Sit down, both of you, and don't speak a word till I've finished."
So they sat down, and nobody spoke for some minutes. Alice thought to herself "I don't see how he can ever finish, if he doesn't begin." But she waited patiently.

-Alice in Wonderland

... so I'm happy I have begun...
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?
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Re: im starting NOW 09 Mar 2012 16:26 #134474

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A new world is going to open up for you with the help of Hashem may you have alot of hatzlacha in recovery


  Good Shabbos
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Re: im starting NOW 20 Mar 2012 03:45 #134960

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EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW THAT BORUCH HASHEM I AM 35 DAYS CLEAN AND WORKING THE STEPS.I must say i have no clue how i did it other than praying every day and every time i felt weak and picking up the phone to call my partner. So all of us who are still struggling may we have alot of hatzlachah and help from Hashem, and may I be zoche to have more time to post and connect onthe forum I have alot of emotions to discuss.
Shalom Brothers
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Re: im starting NOW 20 Mar 2012 13:53 #134978

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MAZAL TOV!
i think you have found the key to life.  Steps. 
Hatzlacha in all things GOOD.
chaimyakov
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Re: im starting NOW 03 Apr 2012 02:11 #135471

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Day 49 Boruch Hashem
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Re: im starting NOW 03 Apr 2012 19:24 #135505

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For most of us it is almost Erev Pesach, but you my friend are holding by Erev Shavuos.
Mazel Tov!

Hatzlacha in all things GOOD!
chaimyakov
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Re: im starting NOW 05 Apr 2012 20:30 #135585

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Halevai I can stay clean till erev shavuos.One day at a time.
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Re: im starting NOW 05 Apr 2012 22:25 #135588

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Thanks for sharing your success with us!
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Re: im starting NOW 06 Apr 2012 01:37 #135591

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It's nice to read of your growth and recovery.  I look forward to continuing to see your success and to gain inspiration from it.
Chag kasher vesameach
-IGW
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Re: im starting NOW 06 Apr 2012 17:13 #135608

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Ur gonna win imgonnawin with Hashems help
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Re: im starting NOW 13 May 2012 16:19 #137171

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im dying i need help im on my 90 day and i was all for falling when someone walked in so i couldnt do it i just need a lot of support just to want to continue I really want to fall i see no point in continuing life is not easier nor more enjoyable nothing the only thing holding me back is the fear of what i get myself into when i "hook up" and how much worse life can become.

Re: im starting NOW 13 May 2012 16:22 #137173

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Make a list of things that you enjoy (other than the obvious stuff).

Keep adding things to your list.

Doing things you enjoy can help you get through the tough times.

Re: im starting NOW 15 May 2012 03:24 #137316

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I wish i can But my whole day is spent in Yeshiva which I hate Its a pain in the tuchas a huge pain and there is nothing enjoyable throughout the day and i have a harder time dealing with anything let alone our lust on a yeshiva day
But I do try sometimes I "take off" and just chill and go jogging or do exercise But I would love to enjoy learning, alright Im just complaining but I hope things get better Be"H

Shalom Brothers
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