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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 31 Aug 2011 19:54 #117162

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hmm. a little rough last couple of days. i did wind up seeing something that i should not hve yesterday and a lttle this morning. need to mechazek myself not to go looking for things that serve no purpose in my life......
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 31 Aug 2011 20:51 #117168

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Wanna go live in a monastery on a secluded mountaintop?

Don't human beings need a bit of pleasure? If we only look at what we REALLY need to look, won't life be a bit to stifling?
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 31 Aug 2011 21:04 #117172

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your right
but i would say life is meant to be a challange (rather then pleasure)
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 01 Sep 2011 03:14 #117206

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Bh still sober (according to the SA definition) but I did view p* today. I am going to strengthen my filter settings tomorrow back to whitelist mode. I can't handle a/t else.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 01 Sep 2011 14:59 #117246

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hi BOT,
i like your attitude, fixin' the things that need fixin' and not throwing a pity party
KOMT
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
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Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Sep 2011 01:54 #117360

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Yosef Hatzadik wrote on 31 Aug 2011 20:51:
Don't human beings need a bit of pleasure?

Yes
Yosef Hatzadik wrote on 31 Aug 2011 20:51:

If we only look at what we REALLY need to look, won't life be a bit to stifling?

No.

Since when was it that looking at naked woman is the only form of pleasure in this world?
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Sep 2011 11:09 #117383

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Day128 bh, my comp is once again whitelist locked. This complicates work but simplifies a lot of challenge to sobriety'
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Sep 2011 11:21 #117386

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Ps- yesterday was also not too good as far as looking at p*. I spent a decent amnt of time surfing that stuff. .

To add to UAJ's cment above: its rare that I see people in p* movies smiling and I don't think I have ever smiled personally when looking at it... Usually I smile when s/t makes me happy. P* doesn't make me happy... It anestithizes me from life in a world of fantasy. One little feeling of joy looking at my kids fills me up w/ happiness and puts a smile on my face more that endless amnts of this bad stuff.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Sep 2011 15:13 #117408

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Back on Track wrote on 02 Sep 2011 11:21:

One little feeling of joy looking at my kids fills me up w/ happiness and puts a smile on my face more that endless amnts of this bad stuff.

gotta remember that one. such true words

have a great shabbos!
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Sep 2011 17:47 #117449

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you too... Keep on Singing (shabbos we dont truck! )
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 02 Sep 2011 17:56 #117452

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ur-a-jew wrote on 02 Sep 2011 01:54:

Since when was it that looking at naked woman is the only form of pleasure in this world?


Back on Track wrote on 02 Sep 2011 11:21:

To add to UAJ's cment above: its rare that I see people in p* movies smiling and I don't think I have ever smiled personally when looking at it... Usually I smile when s/t makes me happy. P* doesn't make me happy... It anestithizes me from life in a world of fantasy. One little feeling of joy looking at my kids fills me up w/ happiness and puts a smile on my face more that endless amnts of this bad stuff.


In other words, what you are saying I really meant to say was "Since when was it that looking at naked women was pleasurable at all."  Thanks for the clarification.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 05 Sep 2011 18:30 #117684

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BOT, how is the truck ride?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
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The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 06 Sep 2011 04:11 #117731

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All tuned up and ready to drive to your bris! Just lemme know when. I assume its at ateres woodford in bardstown.
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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 06 Sep 2011 05:38 #117732

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Khal anshai bardichev

Bardstown chevra mishnayos and benevolent society

Bardstown sisterhood and bingo

Possum animal shelter (yak moose giraffe too)

Billy's kickboxing club

Woodford reserve labrot and graham

Loquat and parssimon attorneys at law

Khaleed's bail bonding

Guards internet cafe

Back on track's garage

Shteighecher's ladders

O'moTtel's irish pub

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Re: Back on Track's trekking along 06 Sep 2011 06:40 #117735

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O'moTtel's irish pub is open NOW!
And it always popped in my mind, too, how miserable people in p**n appear, even the men. It would be a double-hitter for me if someone was sincerely enjoing themselves, but I think I only saw it once.
It's not meant for joy, to be sure.
How right is Zemmy to refer you to your kids for joy in life. :D

Baby steps.
If the road is pulling you down, it's a sign that you are going uphill, so just press harder on the gas!

Have a great day - unless, of course, you made other plans.
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