This thread is really becoming a big inspiration for me the feedback is beautiful , you guys put in a lot of thinking before you answer, shows how much you care that means a lot.

bardichev - thanks for the mussar, its all negative behavior, you made it clear to me, my question didnt make sense at all.
I am definitely an addict, and BH im on my way to recovery

after what ben durdayah said
ben durdayah wrote on 27 Jul 2011 20:20:


i feel like the Q came out from a side of me thats still trying find a loophole to hold on to the bad and doesnt want to let me break free completely
My Q now sounds to me  "what's so bad about drinking alcohol if im thirsty"

eye.nonymous -  BH i have a beautiful life so many things to thank Hashem for, i think my pain was that i thought this will be never ending nightmare and ill never get out of it , ever since i started i had a guilty conscious, i would get depressed for a weeks straight because of it. as i break free i feel the pain fading already.

We're all glad to be a part of your inspiration.

Thanks for being machshiv the time and thought that we put into our replies.

E