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Scientific studies show that it takes 90 days to break an addictive pattern in the mind. Start your own Log of your journey to 90 days! Post here to update us on your status and to give each other chizuk to stay strong!

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Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 22 Apr 2018 13:28 #330114

HockShmockGeshmock OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 35 Karma: 1	Yesterday was day 4. 7 day badge is within view.

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 22 Apr 2018 13:29 #330115

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Gettinghelp2 wrote on 20 Apr 2018 15:38:

Hey great to welcome you back! I'M here again too. was last here 2009. Wish I stayed. wasn't ready than, I am now. From someone who has children your age please take my suggestions(s) to heart. NEVER EVER STOP BEGGING AND PLEADING WITH HASHEM TO TAKE AWAY THE LUST!!!! It does work. Each case is different but it works. You'll start to see a huge difference in the general feeling and attitude in your house and family. The Kiddusha will some how works its way into every area of your life. Watch and see how each day of your recovery allows your family to greatly benefit spiritually and materially. No overnight sensations, just slow and steady improvements. I've seen and experienced these miracles first hand recently.
Keep it up and never stop.

Thank you for the kind and inspirational words. I always need to daven harder and the reminder that I cannot do this alone is appreciated. Best of luck to you as well.

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 23 Apr 2018 12:07 #330145

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Of course every day clean is Hashem’s doing, but some days you feel it stronger than ever. Last night was particularly difficult, and that feeling set in, the one where your brain starts screaming, "Oh no, not againnnnnn!" So I checked out the chat rooms, which I was proud of myself for doing since that was my original plan I wrote out, and said hello to a few people. Later at night I was in bed awake and before I knew it, it was morning. I must have "just" fallen asleep. But I know it wasn't "just" - that one was a gift from G-d. A reminder that I have to better prepare myself in the future, and a reminder that he really does want me to succeed. 5 days!

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 24 Apr 2018 11:24 #330202

HockShmockGeshmock OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 35 Karma: 1	6 clean days!!

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 24 Apr 2018 12:46 #330203

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2888 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 4042	Mazel tov! Keep it up buddy
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 24 Apr 2018 15:41 #330210

Gettinghelp2 Current streak: 23 days OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 38 Karma: 3	Nice work, keep it up IYH.

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 25 Apr 2018 10:49 #330271

HockShmockGeshmock OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 35 Karma: 1	I made it a week! Wow, haven't reached this in so long.

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 25 Apr 2018 12:49 #330275

Hashem Help Me Current streak: 2888 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 4042	Super! Whats helping it work?
	Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 27 Apr 2018 00:24 #330361

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8 days BH!
I'm really not sure, which I know is risky and dangerous because I've done this before and been motivated for a few days and then lose it. Part of this go around is feeling that it's time to be mature and overcome the temptation that rises every time I'm bored or alone. That's just not a good enough reason anymore to open my phone. Part of it is the "short term" goal of making it till my birthday. I hope I make it till then of course, but I also hope I don't mess up after reaching that milestone. I wish I had more to share.

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 27 Apr 2018 03:30 #330363

ieeyc OFFLINE Banned Soaring to Har Sinai on the wings of an eagle! Posts: 572 Karma: -9	short term goals are also great! short term goals turn into long term goals. i have a goal to be clean till Shavous,IY"H i had alot of short term goals as a bachur which turned into a 11 year streak,BH, it was really a 12 year streak until mb, but that 12 year i was being nichshal with fantasies, not guarding my eyes etcso i dont count that in my streak , anyway,wishing lots of hatzlacha!
	*לב טהור ברא לי אלקים , ורוח* *נכון חדש בקרבי* to all my friends who heeded my request to be so generous and give me a negative karma for the sake of me acquiring . humility ,i humbly thank you

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 27 Apr 2018 21:23 #330396

HockShmockGeshmock OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 35 Karma: 1	Was a close one, but thankfully made it to 9 days! ieeyc, wow what a story! You're an inspiration for going so long and also for getting back on track. Hatzlacha!

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 29 Apr 2018 15:20 #330430

HockShmockGeshmock OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 35 Karma: 1	Friday was good, motzai Shabbos had a slip but I guess because we all can define the specifics of the journey/goal ourselves, I'm going to say I'm still clean. 11 days : )
	Last Edit: 29 Apr 2018 15:20 by HockShmockGeshmock.

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 30 Apr 2018 23:58 #330508

HockShmockGeshmock OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 35 Karma: 1	12 days, let's make it strong through tonight!

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 01 May 2018 01:16 #330511

lifebound OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 225 Karma: 35	HockShmockGeshmock wrote on 30 Apr 2018 23:58: 12 days, let's make it strong through tonight! Amen to that. Keep going!
	My story so far

Re: The most Geshmock 90-Day journey...of my life 01 May 2018 10:52 #330522

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I slipped last night and while it was happening my head was racing, "How can I be doing this!?" Baruch Hashem I was able to grab hold of the cliff before falling off and pull myself up to day 13. Part of what was most scary is that this has happened before to ruin streaks - each day after I would start with a slip, confident I could do it again, which is a very stupid game to play. The next badge is today, 14 days, 2 weeks can be had with a clean day today. May it be a fully clean day.