BH - 6 days and holding strong.

The main part of this line is BH.  Do I feel that He is helping?  No, not really. 
At this point, I merely know it and acknowledge it.  So, it's a first step.

Bira Amikta

Thats great!!!  Every step along the way is tough.  KOT

Bira deepta, you mentioned deep inside you feel u dont need the forum/guys to bail out of this. I dont know what you learned or not, but in my pirkei avos, it says a chiyuv on every1to knei lecha chaver. and thats to bail out of the yetzer harah stam, not addictions-remember, tell your YH that we here are all anonymous-but in real life, some of us were mighty warriors who used the torah and chizuk approach, and it got us almost nowhere-as the handbooks say, addiction is a disease, not a Yh. For thatyou need a hospital, doctors, medical treatment. Thats what we do here. In real life, alot of us are rabbanim, mechanchim, mekubalim, poskim, tzaddikim-and we still fell into a bira amikta. Its going beyond the baal gaavah in us, the ruach shtus, and recognizing we have a disease, and that we need others who know the disease. There are even people like myself who went for a long time for expert psychotherapy, and discussed sexuality, and still didnt begin to heal until i came here.
  So friend, tell that filthy, scumbucket, vacuumcleaner bag of a yh inside you to go back to ****where he came from (hu hasatan,hu hamalach hamavess, hu hayetzer hara-chazal) and get over here with the chevra! and that you want a smaller group, thats great-everyone's diff.!
really be matzliach, tz90

Absolutely, Tzadik. That's why I'm here. Thank you.

Deep deep inside I accept this. I will work on reaching there, but to get there I must navigate through my current limitations.

BA

Keep on trucking

Pay attention to nothing

Don't look at the billboards.

Don't look at the cars on thre side

Don't pay attention to any thing
$

Just keep ur eyes on tha road

KOT

B

Thank you all for your tremendous encouragment.  BH, one day has turned into one week. 

Bira Amikta

bardichev wrote on 07 Feb 2011 18:30:


Nobody ever said it better!

It sounds great. Perhaps you could explain what it means.  Also, you gotta remove the $
sign (I have a blackberry too.)

BA

Never remove the $



Blackberries are satans wireless handcuffs

Rebbereber=Doiv

Shkoyichhhhhh


B

bardichev wrote on 10 Feb 2011 16:19:


this needs to be shouted from the rooftops

bardichev wrote on 10 Feb 2011 16:19:


handcuffs normally have wires?!?? ??? ??? ???

Don't even go there, buddy. Rage might be listening....

Ich hob nisht a blackberry.  Ich veist nisht fun a blackberry.  Handcuffs I understand, though.  B"z"H each day they come off for a while. 

No guarantees. 

Not even by not having a blueberry.

Amazing outpouring of ADHD here.

BA

hi Bira -

one day is great
one week is wonderful!

but -

just remember -

the battle of ones FREEWILL - is about the 3 seconds in front of you!


When you are on the internet - better prepare to ENTER the NET.. because its a TRAP!
with or without the handcuffs!

There is a reason they call it THE WEB!!!

dov.ii