i had this machshav

we said today
lag vokeles bagoyim

(yes is today is  thursday vhoooooo rachum)

on in the goyims eyes we are lagg vikeles

in hashems eyes we are

mi ke-eamcha yisreol goy echad ba-arets

this shteebil here GUE is the gretest kibbuts galoyois in the world

take that zark muckerberg with all your billions and your time magazine zombie of the year

the inter net is here !!!!!!!!!!

shine the light of emes here ooooooyyyyyyyyyyyyy tattteh!!!!!!!!!!

b

laagvokeles wrote on 16 Dec 2010 11:19:


Once apon a time there was a man that lived by the river. He heard a radio report that the river was going to rush up and flood the town. The report said that the whole town should evacuate immediately. But the man said, "I'm religious, I pray. God loves me. God will save me." But the waters began to rise. A man in a rowing boat came along and he shouted. 'Hey! Hey you! You up there. The town is flooding. I can take you to safety.' But the man shouted back: "I'm religious, I pray. God loves me. God will save me." A helicopter came hovering overhead. A guy with a megaphone shouted. 'Hey! You there! The town is fully flooded. Let me drop down a ladder and I will help you to safety.' But the men shouted back that he was religious, that he prayed, that God loved him and that God would take him to safety. The man then drownned. When he got to the pearly gates of Heaven, he demanded an audience with God. 'Lord,' he said, 'I'm a religious man, I pray. I thought you loved me. Why did this happen?' God said, 'I sent you a radio report, a helicopter, and a guy in a rowing boat. What on earth are you doing here?'

You want "israuso deleilo" the RBSO is sending you GYE, Bardichev and Dov.  What else are you waiting for?

Sorry for sounding mean

Some ppl want to cry
And blame it on yennem


It took me time to realize

I am my own problem

"She"may be a problem

But she is not my problem

ive really always like this

hakitzer taiere yiden:
  i am bichlal not sure that this is an adiction more than  adiction to speack loshon horo.

just the reason why there is such a trask, (mehumo) with porn, its because its the yesod in yidishkait and it ruins sometimes the sholom bais the kids the job etc, ma shein kein loshon horo....

chazal say that with each time we do a aveiro "nases loi keheter" that is our problem. and i dont know why do we need a professional name for it "adiction".

  i am also a mumer leteovoin.... and we have to do teshuva, i dont know why you ppl call it adiction, it looks like a regular aveira, just the diffence is that this aveiro is in our spine in the center of our life, ma shein kein loshon horo dosnt affect all our life its not in the center of life (we think)

  bekitzer its an aveiro and a geshmake one.... and we gotta do tshuva!
    and veim toimar you see that tshuva dosnt help...., i dont really understand this question, you already managed with any other aveiro to do tshuva? wich one? you never fell after you did tshuva? come on!!!  and even if you did, you for sure did not manage with all of the things you have to do tshuva even if you tried....

  hakitzer raboisa  men daf thisve tin thats it!!
this adiction you ppl call, i call nases loi keheter that chazal say it on any aveiro
riboinoi shel oilom lipa already said "ich vil zan erlich".... ich ouch

call it what u want

if you need help it here

if yiu want to rant thats also fine

its a very accepting community here

i have learned from my REBBEREBBER=dov that it does not a differrence what lav it is

i t  makes no difference the "WHY" we get excited by women

there is a or hachaim hakodosh which was quoted here many a time

that znus is totally differrebt than any other aveira

and so does the rambam say it

aty any rate

who cares

if you want to change

join us

if u dont want to change

just hang arouund here and see

that normal yungerlite

from evry stripe of the bekeshe are growing every day

b

got it man....

nu vus zol ich tin ich bin zishmetert red ich azoi

hashem yerachem

oooy lager, whatever it is... who cares lol

tell us how u will fight it. have u read the handbooks yet? these are IMPORTANT

right now im in bad shape.... im waiting for a israuso deleilo....

laagvokeles wrote on 16 Dec 2010 17:55:


verr hut dich gezoogt az di bist geshmeert??

HUH??

MI HIGGID LICHA KI ARUM ATTA??

verr hut gezoogt di bis "nakkit"

huhwho sold u some junk that u in your matzav cant come back to Hashem

tatelle

i cried in many many a mukvah

i swore up and down

i went twice to lizhensk

i made kaballos

i gace mony

i trashed my computer

poked my eyes

pulled my hair

bit my fingers

fasteed

"IT WON'T HELP"


you are a prisoner

u are the jail keeper

just walk away

zehh huuuu!!

as the malach told lot

dont turn around


b

this "is " your isaruusa diliayla

u called hatzalah and you want give your addresss


whats yuor address????

barditchev you are funny how old are you?
well about my adress i dont wanna say it..... you know why? :o

and what can i do i did not yet get my israuso deleilo, ich bin zich nisht meyesh... ill get it.... and then ill daven and cry and learn not let my mind go anywhere besides toiro and tfila....
and maybe this time ill manage....

Lag- if you have Bardichev talking to you like that, my advice would be sit down and think about what he is saying- Maybe he's right??!

Thats not the way Bardichiv answers normally. So I would take that as israuso deleilo.... and delisato

im 38

does that help?

i was addicted till 36

does that help

i porned off the night of my sons upsherin does that help?

and before and afer many bedikas chametse

does that help

i creid my eyes out very yom kippur channike shishan peerim pirim mezhibizh peerim shpeel

does that help??

hahaha you are really funny u entretain me almost like porn.....