lol
so u say thats how i look, huh? worse?

whats going on here? no action , no movment!
thats it huh....? i sayd u CAN NOT help me, so u stop speacking huh? a shame i had a such a good time!
ask me questions or something.... u very bussey...? shame!

Hey, we are all tired from climbing down and up all those chimneys to deliver presents for all the good children all over the world. Give us a break for a day, OK?

dov wrote on 27 Dec 2010 00:12:


non given!!!

ups forgat the "smile ",  so here it goes.... , i think it helps to understand the proportion of my message....

Dov, thanks for the clarification. Originally I thought it was the isareruso d'liayla that was coming down the chimney.

Hi LV
Vuss macht men?

I couldn't speack

I was busy with the snoe

I was on GIE very liddle today

I am also shocked that u mist me

I tak is as a kompliment

Mist u too

Keep on trucking

Keep on speacking

bards for sure i miss you! you speack loud and clear!

I knew I would get my hisorerus from the chimney. ZS that was great.

Why did u stop speacking to us??

ZemZem, I literally have tears rolling down my face laughing so hard from the chimney story.  that's gonna make the rounds.

it seems we are all out of words...
any way it was nice when we all still had what to discust, now it seems אין חדש תחת השמש.... i cant tell u any חידושים  and you neither..... so asta la vista baby!

laagvokeles wrote on 29 Dec 2010 09:48:


A חידוש he can tell us is that he is actually here to listen and to try and change.  Hopefully that will come before he destroys himself completely.  LvK hatzlacha in getting up from wherever you are.

guys!!! the unbeliveble just happened!!!

i wanna go back to my ritual, spend less time in the טריפה internet!!! isnt it greate! מזמור לתודה!

i wanna help my self get back to life SLOWLY, so i need to ask u a few questions, but first ill have to explain u something :
  i am in the internet "problem" around 15 years,
  My new problem that started to ocure (לקרות) BECAUSE i stayd away on a radical way of the internet is, that once a month  because i dont have internet i rent a movie at a blockbuster store  (i belong to chasidishe croud....its not normal) and that puts me very much in "socail danger" if i am seen there, but i took the risk cause i simply got sooooo bored!
i still (עדיין) did not finish.

  but lately because i did not have internet when i went out "shoping" my "koshere" videos, i also  (2 or 3 times)  בדרך אגב shoped  dvd  with porn.

so evendo i wanna start back "normality" and i dont need internet cause i dont work, i dont wanna cut my internet AGAIN because, i am in a new level, a new problem  cause by bringing in at home such dvd (porn) its really dangerous, much eazyer )קל) my wife to catch me, so i dont wanna cut of the internet, i just wanna put in a good filter and not because i believe ithat the filter is gonna help me, only because thats what i can do now, and hopefully ill not go shop exclusively  (במיוחד) porn .....

  but i need the internet for yideotube hidabroot etc and also videos (blockbuster).

so i need from u guys 2 things:
1 a exact page with the filter i need 
2 what do u think about my aproach?

Hi!

boy does hashem love you!! i think everyone up there are chaping a rekidah could you believe that laagvokeles is taking his first but huge step

so here is my 2 cents
its a great massive huge giant step altough its not enough but it is the first step

www.guardyoureyes.org/?p=24
just follow the easy simple steps to add this great free filter
but please  dont use your personal email when you sign up, the whole filter would be useless. use the email from GYE


i really really hope that one day (very soon) you should go on the 90 day chart  and win.........back your life

its your life, get going, take it back

just one word    you could do it trust me, im coming from your house (its a mushel )

Hello, I'm just stopping in here for the first time.

Don't you hate it when someone jumps in and offers advice for something you wrote 4 months ago and have gotten over already?

We'll, I'm going to do that anyways, assuming it still may be relevant.

You started out wondering how to relax.  Also, you said you can learn sometimes for 15 hours straight.

I noticed about myself, I was undermining my own sense of calm and peace-of-mind.  I needed to relax, to escape to acting out.  BUT, IT WAS I WHO WAS DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY IN THE FIRST PLACE!  I was setting really high goals, pushing myself too much, being too critical of myself, always frantic, always running, always catching up!

So, I started to ease up on myself.  To be more realistic.  To still try to acheive, but to allow for shortcomings and unexpected circumstances.

When I stopped pressuring MYSELF so much, the urge to act out got MUCH weaker, and occurs MUCH less frequently.

--Eye.