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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 16 Aug 2011 04:18 #114762

installed OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 455 Karma: 0	Dov, I love reading your posts, always so wise. Thank you for spending all this time helping us (replies, calls, etc.). It is greatly appreciated!
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 16 Aug 2011 05:12 #114767

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	Yes, thank you yet again, Dov. I just found this on Twitter (@Blind_Beggar) Resource: The best internet filtering and accountability software I know is t.co/qroqfcv Use the code PURITY to get 1 month free.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 16 Aug 2011 10:42 #114777

mechazek OFFLINE Gold Boarder men darf alla mohl mechazek zein Posts: 268 Karma: 0	hi dov ditto that thanks for clarifying.I have to run but have alot to discuss on the topic thanks.
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 16 Aug 2011 16:18 #114815

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Blind Beggar wrote on 16 Aug 2011 05:12: Yes, thank you yet again, Dov. I just found this on Twitter (@Blind_Beggar) Resource: The best internet filtering and accountability software I know is t.co/qroqfcv Use the code PURITY to get 1 month free. Does Rabeinu Guard and company know of this software link? Somebody should tell him, no?
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 16 Aug 2011 16:40 #114822

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dov wrote on 16 Aug 2011 16:18:

Blind Beggar wrote on 16 Aug 2011 05:12:

Yes, thank you yet again, Dov.
I just found this on Twitter (@Blind_Beggar) Resource: The best internet filtering and accountability software I know is http://t.co/qroqfcv
Use the code PURITY to get 1 month free.

Does Rabeinu Guard and company know of this software link? Somebody should tell him, no?

I would personally suggest www.webchaver.org/ . It's the same thing as Covenant eyes and it's discounted EVERY month, significantly. It's not just a copy of CE - it's CE itself with a Jewish wrapper. The customer support for the software is run through CE.

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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 21 Aug 2011 05:40 #115551

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149 days sober according to SA, 32 days on the GYE Chart.

Here is my latest TaPhSiC shevua, it has saved me from erotic thoughts several times a day for the last few weeks.

I swear in the name of ADNI from now until 1AM Friday morning Parshas Shoftim that if I catch myself searching for or writing or imagining erotica and I remember this shevua and I do not stop within 30 seconds then I will go to Meron or Kever Rochel within 72 hours (or if I am an onus, within 72 hours of being able to go, until Taanis Esther 5772).

The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 22 Aug 2011 03:55 #115627

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	One question: Are you still going to SA meetings regularly and have a home group?
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 22 Aug 2011 13:14 #115669

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	Isn't that two questions? No, I do not drink Woodford regularly and I never eat green eggs and ham. I do have a very good home group with decades of sobriety and I go every week. I have a sponsor and I am supposed to be doing the 3rd Step.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 22 Aug 2011 13:17 #115670

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	Blind Beggar wrote on 22 Aug 2011 13:14: I go every week. Every week?
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 22 Aug 2011 13:20 #115672

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	OK I missed last week, but I don't usually miss. I even came on the day of the Jerusalem Marathon instead of running in it. That was 150 days ago and I only had a few hours of sobriety.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 22 Aug 2011 13:26 #115673

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	You mean two weeks ago. Last week you led the meeting.
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 22 Aug 2011 16:33 #115711

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	Blind Beggar wrote on 22 Aug 2011 13:14: I do not drink Woodford regularly tsk, tsk
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 25 Aug 2011 01:19 #116293

1daat Current streak: 126 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 713 Karma: 4	Hey BB, Just checking in. Letting you know I read your thread all the time, and love you. kot
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 30 Aug 2011 20:55 #116980

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	Long time, no posts. If you daven shacharis with the Yekkim, mincha with Misnagdim, and Maariv with Chassidim no one will remind you to say Ledovid, Hashem ori veyishi. So, watch out.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 30 Aug 2011 21:08 #116982

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	We'll keep it in mind, thanks. Which such a hectic and changing davening schedule, when will we ever have the time to do any serious lusting?
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .