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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 23 Jun 2011 00:15 #109372

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	It's a good thing, too. Cuz would you have groped her like that, she'd probably have slapped you into next Wednesday. Then, you would have ended up having to go to yet another doctor's office - and there would probably be an even prettier lady there!! ;D Boruch Hashem you did good for yourself, chabibi!
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 23 Jun 2011 04:05 #109386

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	If I would have groped her like that I would have ended up in a police station and a lawyer's office, chabibi. I meant if she would let me do it in a fantasy world it still would have not been a very positive experience. 90 days clean in SA and 17 on the GYE chart!
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 23 Jun 2011 04:08 #109387

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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 23 Jun 2011 18:57 #109444

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	very glad you did not get slapped into next Wednesday, rebbe BB, i could just imagine what that would mean for krias hatorah...
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 24 Jun 2011 00:06 #109464

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	How did Shteeble do that?
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 24 Jun 2011 00:10 #109465

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	BB! Mazel Tov indeed!! Ashrecha...and now for today....and today....and today....and the rest of your great (and consumingly interesting) life. Ashrecha. With sobriety as your basis and starting point, everything is possible with Hashem's help.
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 24 Jun 2011 05:03 #109481

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	MAZEL TOV!
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 24 Jun 2011 19:02 #109547

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	MgAeZvEaLlTdOiVg!!!
	*Yosef Hatzadik's Ha'oros* *Tov veyoshor Hashem al kein yoreh chata'im baderech!* Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 27 Jun 2011 05:15 #109647

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Thank you everyone for your latest posts. I am currently 94 days sober in SA but only 3 days on the GYE chart.
I saw this in an AA book:

After joining AA in October, I drank on Christmas Day and again on New Year's Eve, and no disaster followed. I returned to my AA group feeling as smug as anything, because I had survived the holidays.

That is me using Google to find images and texts but not masturbating. Later on it says this:

Two weeks later, I was suddenly taken drunk. I hadn't planned it; I hadn't even thought about it; I just started drinking, and I couldn't seem to stop until I passed out.

I do not want to get to that so I am teaming up with PostalServicio from the forum as an accountability partner.

One day at a time.

The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

Last Edit: 27 Jun 2011 09:55 by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 27 Jun 2011 10:23 #109653

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	Blind Beggar wrote on 27 Jun 2011 05:15: I do not want to get to that so I am teaming up with PostalServicio from the forum as an accountability partner. Shkoyach, and Hatzlacha! --Eye.
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 27 Jun 2011 14:11 #109658

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	Great to hear you are being proactive and taking good steps be'hatzlocha
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 30 Jun 2011 05:22 #109976

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	Only 6 days clean on the GYE chart but I am sober according to SA for 97 days for the second time in my life! The first time was in 2006. The last 96 days was about 4 months ago, before I joined SA. One day at a time, now and we must always remember: SHE IS NOT MY PROBLEM.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: 30 Jun 2011 12:05 by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 02 Jul 2011 20:44 #110159

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Blind Beggar wrote on 20 Jun 2011 10:01:

I have an elastic band around my wrist. If I catch myself lusting, I snap it on my wrist to show myself I am takeh an addict. If I see an attractive woman and I look away without lusting, I look at my tzitzis.

I am continuing with the elastic band and the tzitzis but I realized that after Alert and Avert I have to have to Affirm. So, if I look away within 3 seconds I don't only look at my tzitzis but I also tell myself that I just did a good thing to look away.

Last Edit: 02 Jul 2011 20:46 by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 03 Jul 2011 21:21 #110198

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	Eye.nonymous told me the affirmation should be positive, "I guard my eyes.", "I looked away." and not negative "I didn't stare and lust!", because the mind only hears the positive so if you think "I didn't stare and lust!" your mind registers, "I did stare and lust!" 100 DAYS SOBER IN SA!
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 03 Jul 2011 21:23 #110199

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	Mazel Tov BB! May you have a happy and constant sobriety. E
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .