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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 14 Apr 2011 21:58 #104273

laagvokeles	its not a issue of "triggerng" just a issue of a שיטה if bachurim should learn all that or not, why? cause they dont have to know it yet, and it will rise many questions and even a kind of triggering also. i realised in the middle of answering you, that u are right there is also the issue of trigering (אבער אויף זייער א איידעלע אופן)
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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 27 Apr 2011 04:39 #104531

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I have been making a Double Fence TaPhSiC shevua for the last few weeks but I never came close to even needing it all that time and I wondered if maybe it was a shevuah levatolo.

Until last Thursday night, when I had a major slip and realized at 1:37 on Friday morning that my shevua had expired 37 minutes ago. I quickly made another shevua for another week and went to sleep clean. That Friday night I was feeling "sexed-out" with a mind full of lust and ripe for a full fall, but the thought of having to go to Meron on erev Shvii shel Pesach was enough to keep me clean.

So I am going to continue with my TaPhSiC shevuos without doubting that they really are necessary.

The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars.
If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look.
I can guard my eyes.
I want to guard my eyes.
I do guard my eyes.
Why do I say these four lines?

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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 May 2011 05:30 #104767

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	This Friday I led the SA meeting for the first time. I had not expected the honor and I was a bit nervous and I made at least one mistake. I also got my first poker chip for 30 days sobriety. One day at a time, you never know what is going to happen today.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 May 2011 21:42 #104823

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Hatzlocha rabba, chaveiri!! Wish I could have been there.
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 01 May 2011 21:43 #104825

kosher OFFLINE Gold Boarder Posts: 301 Karma: 1	Keep it up. I am inspired by your success
	I am not big enough to not do something I WANT to do because I know it is wrong, but I've been around long enough not to want to do many things, even though they are really enticing at the first glance. Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 02 May 2011 16:20 #104899

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	dov wrote on 01 May 2011 21:42: Hatzlocha rabba, chaveiri!! Wish I could have been there. kosher wrote on 01 May 2011 21:43: Keep it up. I am inspired by your success i feel the same way. three is a mezuman, how about we go for some felafel?
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 02 May 2011 16:49 #104906

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	Me, you, Dov and Kosher are actually four. If you all come to Meron, the felafel is on me. We can bentch on a glass of Woodford and have Meron's first English language SA meeting.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 02 May 2011 17:23 #104915

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	Me5 ^TM
	*Yosef Hatzadik's Ha'oros* *Tov veyoshor Hashem al kein yoreh chata'im baderech!* Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 02 May 2011 17:29 #104916

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	we can get group rates at the felafel stand
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 02 May 2011 17:36 #104918

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	I am only buying felafel for GYE members who come to Eretz Yisroel from abroad. Bardichev can have shwarma and a whole bottle of Woodford. If Guard comes along we will all buy him something special.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 03 May 2011 16:28 #105022

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Meron has pizza shops now? The last time I was there, they didn't have anything but hills and kevarim. Tell me, is the Ariza"l's mikvah heated now, too?
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 03 May 2011 16:44 #105027

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Today is the Yahrzeit of Rav Chaim Vital zt"l. He says that if you eat less than you would like (pizza or felafel) in order to weaken your YH and you learn some Torah at the table, even in a pizza store in Meron, then you get a kapporah for your avayros.

If you do it because Rav Chaim Vital said so, then he will be a meilitz tov for you.
If you want to learn one mishna, learn the last mishna of the 4th perek of Zevochim. If you want a short perek, the 4th perek of Shabbos is the shortest.

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Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 03 May 2011 17:06 #105031

Dov OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 1960 Karma: 383	Thank-you so much for this info, BB, you are a precious and sweet yid and I hope we meet one day soon. Over pizza and a mishna.
	"Off the 18-wheeler and fine on this tricycle!", "I do not particularly care exactly which "lav" suicide is. I'm not interested in it for other reasons...and you are probably the same." Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 04 May 2011 15:16 #105114

Blind Beggar OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Not a sexaholic, just trying to be good. Posts: 780 Karma: 12	Checking in with 40 clean days, which are 5 weeks and 5 days of being sober. Each day by the grace of God.
	The Blind Beggar is a character in Rebbe Nachman's story of the Seven Beggars. If I view a woman as an object, I am powerless over lust, but I don't have to look. I can guard my eyes. I want to guard my eyes. I do guard my eyes. Why do I say these four lines? Last Edit: by .

Re: Hello from Blind Beggar 04 May 2011 16:25 #105130

heuni memass	BB - Keep it up. WOW 5 weeks and 5 days. Are they doing Chai ruttle with woodford these days? haven't been there in a while.
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