After many days of lurking on here, reading messages getting chizuk etc I never wanted to write anything and after 78 days on coming on here from time to time I fell. Took me 78 days to fall, but I don't want to report it as a fall on GYE because I'll be sent back to zero. So I figured I would consider my fall as speed bump and that's it. I was almost at the 90 day mark. How did I fall... It took me about 3 days to give in. I saw something that sparked my curiosity, which led me to search inappropriate things continuously for 3 days and then on the 3rd day, that was it, I gave in.
