Good morning, everyone!!
I just started limiting my filtered computer access!!! so, I'm not sure how much I will be posting coming up, just wanted to let everyone know that I didn't fall out and I'm keeping strong as ever!!
and please hashem help me crush this beast once and forever!!
have a great day guys and see you in a few days!!!!

Great 

I had a setback today I feel terrible it happened so quickly I still can't believe it happened.
The only thing that makes me want to start again, is that it didn't involve watching "P" which makes it a drop better, as for that I'm still on track regarding stopping to watch P. 
Hope this week would be a stronger
(I'm crying)

I can only try

failed again,
this is getting too much

Hey feeling your pain . But don’t give up, what Hashem wants for us is to get back up and keep fighting

Thanks, The past 2 days were really hard
But I guess I have to try again

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sorry

 

Really trying hard to get to shevuos clean!

I cant believe that im actually writing this 6 o'clock in the morning but i just fell through watching and M twice today this is my 5th time trying please can anyone help this is killing me and i really need some chizzuk PLEASE!!!!!!!

My friend,
My heart hurts seeing you struggle.

What steps have you taken to try to climb out?
Have you tried any of the tool or ideas that people suggested?
Have you started the F2F program? Read the book The Battle of the Generation?
Reached out to a mentor?

My friend, you CAN do this.
It may will be hard, but if you put in the effort and listen to the advice of the people here, you WILL go places!