Day 2 of posting here and trying to stay active here. Rlly out here just talking to myself but knowing in the back of my head there’s a community out here… anyway was hoping to be on day 3 Monday morning… I had a strong Sunday (emphasis on day) I stayed off waking up early and following my pre shacharis morning routine, following a good schacharis I kept busy working till noon, went out to run an errand, came home made lunch, went out shopping, just made it in time for mincha, and the plan from there was to go learn, workout, eat dinner and head to bed early feeling on top of the world. However I had to use the restroom and I convinced myself if I don’t bring my AirPods in I won’t do anything bad (my phone is filtered, and I have webchaver) but still I went in there and didn’t emerge till later after wasting zera 3x. Now as I feel on the bottom of the work, having stayed up late just distracting my mind from myself. Whatever, it sucks. Gonna head to bed, try to start tomorrow morning over fresh with my morning routine and early shacharis. Peace
