Hey, here’s a warm hand! That hurts…
It’s important to really stay strong for a few days until the poison of the porn passes out of your blood… gonna be tough.. after that you can get right back to where you are up to, and continue the amazing progress.

Hang tight,
Chaim

Just checking in , were28 days clean from live and 5from p***  !!!
having a lot of emotional pain these days but i think it's getting me  somewhere as I dig to the deepest depths of myself ,and honestly look at myself what do I want ....
Last night had a few hours to myself without wife home so me and the aibishter had some lchaims then I sang and cried for about an hour!! Raboisay try it tremendously therapeutic!!!
     

Chekin in doing well!! Making an effort to reach out to more chevra , I think that keeps me in the clean mindset,   
 I'm constantly blown away by th selflessness of  the mentors here and how each one has so so much to offer with their unique kneitch and kook on the struggle.     I have unlimited hakaros hatoiv , and if anybody thinks their part of this list they probably are.
I hope your efforts will continue to bear fruits!!! 
      Thank you hashem for helping me find gye !!!

Had a massive win today , was in a life situation that should have totally thrown me off the edge ,yet I had the strength patience and perseverance to stay calm logical and not get emotionally wrecked (whitch would have been a vadai fall in the worst way). .
   Thank you hashem for another clean day!
The journey was worth it just for this one fight it feels not shaich!! I feel on top of the world!!!