Sorry I have not posted in a while. Its been a rough little bit. Going through a really stressful time now and I went on a few websites I probably should not have gone on. BH I picked myself up and I am trying to ride the waves until I get out of this stressful situation (it may be a few more weeks). I don't know if what I saw counts as a fall or not- I really don't care. I am here for the fight and for the growth, so I am gonna keep on trucking ahead! But in all honesty, any chizzuk would be helpful at this point. I feel a tug on an almost daily basis to "watch away" the stress, and it's really hard. Overall, I have been successful but any kind words would help. I also have to post more often. Hope to report good news soon!