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The Last Fight 20 Feb 2020 05:25 #347444

hello everyone,
I'm not new to GYE. I created an account almost a year ago, and had my longest clean streak of 60 days. but since then I haven't had even a full week clean. at the same time I stopped visiting GYE and so I don't remember my account, so I made myself a new account. Im Yirtzeh Hashem it should be a new beginning in all aspects.
I'm not so good at being consistent, but I will try to update at least every other day. hopefully the accountability (somewhat) will help me.
(The name I chose for myself is based on what I've heard many times that the fight against this Yetzer Harah is the last fight before Moshiach)

Re: The Last Fight 20 Feb 2020 11:37 #347446

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TheLastFight wrote on 20 Feb 2020 05:25:
hello everyone,
I'm not new to GYE. I created an account almost a year ago, and had my longest clean streak of 60 days. but since then I haven't had even a full week clean. at the same time I stopped visiting GYE and so I don't remember my account, so I made myself a new account. Im Yirtzeh Hashem it should be a new beginning in all aspects.
I'm not so good at being consistent, but I will try to update at least every other day. hopefully the accountability (somewhat) will help me.
(The name I chose for myself is based on what I've heard many times that the fight against this Yetzer Harah is the last fight before Moshiach)

Welcome back! I would like to give you a bracha that this time the success should LAST .... 
we're looking forward to hearing great progress from you  
"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @  ahavayirah@gmail.com

Re: The Last Fight 20 Feb 2020 12:31 #347448

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Welcome back. It should be with hatzlocha!
Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com

My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned

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Re: The Last Fight 21 Feb 2020 02:12 #347475

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welcome back good luck i love your user name:blush:

Re: The Last Fight 23 Feb 2020 03:12 #347491

Alright, a gutte voch!
First of all: so far i'm clean boruch hashem.
Second of all, I realized that I didn't write anything about my situation, so I'll try this time. if anyone was/is in a similiar situation and has any ideas to share, please post them.
the first time I saw porn was 10 years ago, when I was 11. for the next 2 years until I went to an out of town yeshiva, I would watch every once in a while. then I had 2-3 "clean" years (although also then I had 3-4 slip-ups).
after that, even though I was still out of town, I would visit home more often, where I had access to the internet. and obviously it was downhill from there.
this year, while I'm still learning in yeshiva, my situation was that I needed to have a laptop, and it reached a level where I was watching porn and being motzi zera almost daily (boruch hashem, now I have a filter on my laptop).
got to go, im yirtzeh hashem i'll continue later

Re: The Last Fight 24 Feb 2020 00:42 #347514

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 NO, It's not all or nothing, just every bit counts!

I failed yesterday, and I might fail tomorrow. But just for today I'm going to give it a try.


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Re: The Last Fight 24 Feb 2020 00:48 #347515

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Thanks for sharing your victories and struggles. Our struggles are how we learn and grow. I'm not here much but wherever we are, the journey is taken together. Be well chaver.
Much Hatzlacha!

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--"To promise not to do a thing is the surest way in the world to make a body want to go and do that very thing." Mark Twain
--"If, when you honestly want to, you find you cannot quit entirely, or if when drinking (or lusting), you have little control over the amount you take, you are probably alcoholic (or sexaholic)." AA Big Book P. 45. Parenthesis added.
--You hit rock bottom when you decide to stop digging.
Last Edit: 24 Feb 2020 01:37 by serenity.

Re: The Last Fight 24 Feb 2020 13:56 #347520

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doingtshuva wrote on 24 Feb 2020 00:42:

This series is a most listen for anyone struggling in these area. Good referral  

Re: The Last Fight 24 Feb 2020 16:16 #347523

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Dave M wrote on 24 Feb 2020 13:56:

doingtshuva wrote on 24 Feb 2020 00:42:

This series is a most listen for anyone struggling in these area. Good referral  

And https://guardyoureyes.com/ebooks/item/the-battle-of-the-generation is a great book based on the above series ... 
"If I am not for myself, who will be for me? But if I am only for myself, who am I? If not now, when?"
feel free to reach out @  ahavayirah@gmail.com
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