Hey everyone just checking in
A family member passed away this week so I've been a bit slow with updates...
So far it's going well bH, fixing the filter definitely helped. I think since starting this forum I've felt less urges, knowing there are people reading this keeps it on my mind and makes it easier. Thank you to everyone whose reading, it makes a difference. If you just use this website for reading i recommend starting a new topic for yourself, lots of people will reach out and you definitely feel like you are in it together.
I think in the summer after high school I took a step backwards in the wrong direction and I think now I'm beginning to take that second forward step. That's not to say it will be easy from here in, but I'm glad to be on the right path.