Hi there. I'm a 19-year-old modern orthodox boy. I started when I was 16 exploring my body and stuff. I didn't start watching things though. I was just pleasuring myself every now and then, as it felt good. Then I was watching Netflix and came across a scene in a show that really got me into it. It was all downhill from there. for the next 2 years mostly every day once or maybe twice a day of porn sites and masturbation. I always knew I had to stop and had some success in the past (1 month is my longest streak). Finally, I I decided it was time to do something after yesterday when my mom was saying how "good of a boy" I was and how any girl would be lucky to marry me. I felt really guilty and realized I had to take care oft hsi before it ruined any relationship I would have so went exploring ways to fight this, and came across GYE. Looking for support in my journey. I am 2 days clean!