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Re: BH BH BH 10 Apr 2018 19:46 #329507

Gettinghelp2 wrote on 05 Apr 2018 13:52:
 Well I now see and know how this shmutz destroys everything that is good and pure.It makes me a nervous wreck, and separates me from HASHEM,my Wife and kids. It has taken the enthusiasm and sucked the positive energy out of me. BH ..........back here.I'll start slow step by step and see where it takes me .The pain and suffering I've brought into my entire family is so intense I can't seem to get over it. I'm constantly an nervous and anxious wreck.

Dear "Gettinghelp2",
Welcome back. I am also a new returnee to GYE and to SA.
Thanks for sharing openly and honestly. I can't agree more with you about the destruction this disease has caused in my life. I identify about the amount of energy this addiction has depleted from me.
BH since ,I have been sober and reaching out  to my sponsor and program brothers daily,it find my energy level increasing and the "disconnection" is beginning to melt.
Hatzlocha and Bracha! KUTGW. Mazel tov on your first SA meeting!

Re: BH BH BH 10 Apr 2018 20:07 #329509

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Thank you. feel better not tons but a nice amount better.Even a bit closer to HASHEM too!

Re: BH BH BH 17 Apr 2018 16:52 #329896

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Well after 2 face meetings and 2 phone conference cal sim  starting to really see some success in my recovery.BH things are turning around for the good.Im having a lot of difficulty overcoming the anxiety and nervousness,any suggestions?

Re: BH BH BH 18 Apr 2018 04:35 #329916

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Iyh as the recovery continues, the anxiety will recede. Thats what happened with me. I hope you get to taste true peace of mind.
Feel free to contact me at michelgelner@gmail.com

My threads: Lessons Learned: guardyoureyes.com/forum/20-Important-Threads/335248-Lessons-Learned

                    My Story and G-d Bless GYE: guardyoureyes.com/forum/17-Balei-Battims-Forum/303036-My-story-and-G-d-bless-GYE

Re: BH BH BH 18 Apr 2018 13:54 #329926

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Bh slowly I am beginning to have my emunahy eyes open up more and more.Its a work in progress but Im willing to put in the work.Getting started is the tough part.Im having a tremendous amount of difficulty getting up early in the m,orinung. This is something thats important to me.It starts the day day off on a strong and positive note. However even getting to bed early isn't working. Im so tired all of the time,Bh not as anxious or nervous.
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