I was on this site some months ago doing really well, after some really hard personal things that happened to me I fell really bad and have not been able to get out of it, just came here for some chizuk, I am thinking of giving another strong push again!!!

I really relate.  I have been in recovery for a number of years and had even racked up a few long-term clean streaks (about 1 and a half years each).  But I fell yet again just a few days ago (and about a month and a half before that) and was feeling disillusioned and confused with so many different programs of recovery I had gotten involved in.

So, I wanted to come here and "keep it simple," and remember that Guarding My Eyes is where it all starts and not to think too much about it more than that right now.

I really appreciate the opportunity to be anonymous and start fresh with a new name.  I feel that it is humbling, that I really can be a newcomer all over again.

LOL.

--NL354

How did you manage the two long steaks?

pure siyata dishmaya and was in yeshiva for a lot and some filter on internet but now not an option (thanks for reading my post btw )

tzoirrodem wrote on 02 Sep 2016 14:30:

I'm confused.