Your posts always meant a lot to me, and i will truly miss hearing from you on this special forum. You're taking a huge step, and i stand in awe of your incredible gevurah. May you continue to go m'chayil el chayil!

Lavi,

Thank you for being a role model on working on being more and more תוכו כברו.

I hope you find alternatives for how to unwind. Like Gibbor says, 'get out of isolation'.

Hatzlacha!

Hello fellow gye’ers
I would like to say hi to all the chevra and wish everybody a gamar chasima tova. And, by the way that is what everyone should have anyway [ chasima tova = good filtering!]. I still feel connected very much to gye, and I would like to thank everyone for all the input, that has been made available for the tzibbur.
I feel maybe it is proper to share a little, but I’m kinda busy, maybe later.

To you as well.
Thanks for stoppin' in.

We look forward to the share.

good to see you around (big talker i am)

hi chevra,
i want to share an observation i had about myself. recently, i was mekabul on myself not to watch movies [my main problem] for a week. after a few days i felt strangely rejuvenated and refreshed, as if given a boost of life, and my struggle seemed so much easier to deal with. i asked myself "why?" what happened?"
why is it that when i am caught up in a attack for a movie, it feels like a grip stronger than anything else, almost like i'm forcing myself, with zero resistant power, [ kinda like feels being caught my a giant anaconda!]. and when this happens, i think, ain't no way i'm gonna shake this stuff...but....when i do feel i'm going on a clean run, it suddenly loses most of the allure.
my answer to myself is that if i remain connected to Hashem, and if i am zocheh to siatta dishmaya, it can be done. but if i cause Hashem to [ so to speak] hide his Face, i am done for.

Spirituality is not something that you do , it is something that it's done to you.

Keep up the good work.