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Re: Mon histoire, mes combats 27 Jun 2013 22:20 #210587

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@ gibbor120 : no I have not seen a therapist. I'm still with my mother, I do not want her to discover these things about me


I think that once you deal with your addiction, the "relationship with Hashem" will fix itself.


I hope...:s

@ guy : Toda raba for your welcome.

Toda raba for your message. So I have to open up to others? I only have this forum to do so.

How did you work step 1 you? Because I do not know how to practice.
אֲרוֹמִמְךָ יְהוָה כִּי דִלִּיתָנִי וְלֹא־שִׂמַּחְתָּ אֹיְבַי לִי יְהוָה אֱלֹהָי שִׁוַּעְתִּי אֵלֶיךָ וַתִּרְפָּאֵנִי

Je T'exalte Hashem car Tu m'as relevé, Tu n'as pas voulu que mes ennemis se réjouissent à mon sujet. Hashem Elohaï, j'ai crié à Toi et Tu m'as guéri !

Téhilim 30:2-3

Re: Mon histoire, mes combats 27 Jun 2013 23:35 #210626

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Yirmeyahou wrote:
@ gibbor120 : no I have not seen a therapist. I'm still with my mother, I do not want her to discover these things about me

You say "I grew up with "psychological deficiencies," and developing fears, fears and anxieties, which I still have today." Why not go to a therapist for that? Then you can deal with all your issues. The therapist can't tell your mother anything unless you allow it.

Re: Mon histoire, mes combats 28 Jul 2013 15:35 #213823

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Shalom,

Sorry for the long delay, I have not had much time lately.

I'm happy to tell you that I want for several days now! Or masturbation or pornography! In fact, many things come into play: it based on the Torah, I made a vow to HaShem, telling Him: I promise to get away from the debauchery, and not fall. Only I do not have the strength. Thus, it is you who keeps me from falling! And so far it works! I also feel that HaShem gives me the strength to protect my eyes, it's great!

I started to jog as I noticed that sport releases accumulated tension in me, and Current I talk to my Father who is in heaven.

I think I'm on the right track! : p
אֲרוֹמִמְךָ יְהוָה כִּי דִלִּיתָנִי וְלֹא־שִׂמַּחְתָּ אֹיְבַי לִי יְהוָה אֱלֹהָי שִׁוַּעְתִּי אֵלֶיךָ וַתִּרְפָּאֵנִי

Je T'exalte Hashem car Tu m'as relevé, Tu n'as pas voulu que mes ennemis se réjouissent à mon sujet. Hashem Elohaï, j'ai crié à Toi et Tu m'as guéri !

Téhilim 30:2-3

Re: Mon histoire, mes combats 28 Jul 2013 18:52 #213830

sounds like you did step one and two to me. step one admitting that we are powerless, we cant do it on our own. step two, G-d CAN
i used to look back all the time saying "oh no! what have i done! Hashem help me erase the past." and i never heard a response.
finally i started looking forward saying "Hashem i'm leaving the past to you and i'm forgetting all about it. help me have a good future. help me from here and on be the person You want me to be." and that's where i realized Hashem had been waiting to help me all along

Re: Mon histoire, mes combats 29 Jul 2013 19:53 #213977

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Yes, exactly! And it works very well. For some days I feel HaShem leads me and fight for me, it's a weird feeling!
אֲרוֹמִמְךָ יְהוָה כִּי דִלִּיתָנִי וְלֹא־שִׂמַּחְתָּ אֹיְבַי לִי יְהוָה אֱלֹהָי שִׁוַּעְתִּי אֵלֶיךָ וַתִּרְפָּאֵנִי

Je T'exalte Hashem car Tu m'as relevé, Tu n'as pas voulu que mes ennemis se réjouissent à mon sujet. Hashem Elohaï, j'ai crié à Toi et Tu m'as guéri !

Téhilim 30:2-3

Re: Mon histoire, mes combats 11 Sep 2013 18:54 #218859

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Well, I'm still out in the porn. I continue to fight even if it's hard. When it is not masturbation, it's porn. When it's not porn, it's eyes out. It is a vicious circle that must succeed to break.

I just started to read (in French) the book of alcoholics, I hope it will help me out.
אֲרוֹמִמְךָ יְהוָה כִּי דִלִּיתָנִי וְלֹא־שִׂמַּחְתָּ אֹיְבַי לִי יְהוָה אֱלֹהָי שִׁוַּעְתִּי אֵלֶיךָ וַתִּרְפָּאֵנִי

Je T'exalte Hashem car Tu m'as relevé, Tu n'as pas voulu que mes ennemis se réjouissent à mon sujet. Hashem Elohaï, j'ai crié à Toi et Tu m'as guéri !

Téhilim 30:2-3

Re: Mon histoire, mes combats 11 Sep 2013 20:54 #218875

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Reading the AA book is definitely a good start you got to work on the steps and take one day at a time.

You definitely did the right thing by coming here, read the book do the steps that will teach you how to relate to Hashem THROUGH this disease.
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