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Official update.
Today is day # 13 of the super clean count, I was compelled to write up another shtar for this week restricting my internet usage... ARRRGH!! it feels a bit like fasting- my brain sys-Hey! howabout wathin' some family guy/simpsons? it's been a long time no? and I have to say beck, NO, it's gonna cost me 50 bucks, besides, I'm not alwed to. then a few minutes later he comes telling me Hey! maybe you should google how to become an architect, and again I have to gently say, No, Jimmy, we can't do that right now because it's gonna cost daddy $50. and so on...

speaking of which I'm starting to feel really cocky and invincable, I'm already planning my 90 day celebration, and my 180 day celebration, and my 1 year celebration, and then i'll become a Guru who helps poor addicted Jews be saved from the evil of lust....

WHOAH! let's not get ahead of ourselves, one day at a time,
and al taamin biatzmicha...
but praised be the lord for the small successes of late.

BTW the sign off time this week will be 3:45 so Layla tov to all you precious souls.

Hi People!
welcome to day nimber 14 of the super clean count.

I felt an extreme compulsion to catch up on my favorite tv program (online) to day
so I wrote it into my shtar that that site should be alowed for today (in order to stop a complete unravelling) and two things; it wasn't even that good- they really like to shlep things out, and then when I wanted to catch up on Family Guy it didn't work! Thanks for the hug Hashem! anyhoo, one thing I really realized is that watching media really desensitizes you to what is normal... Everybody is G*y, having an affair or really living a loose lifestyle...
that's not for us.

besides for this garbage, I'm feeling quite overtired (was up until 12:45 wit lorda darings) and up again @ 5:30, took a nap after learning and davened late skipping most of it, and coming late to office.

as well I was having this wierd dream that i was doing my internet search thingy for shmutz, and that there was all this cool new exciting schoira... now my mind is all screwed up.

anyways as long as the Leafs beat the Habs tonight all will be well.

I also need to publicly thank HAshem for the unprecedented cleanliness.
please god give us more!

So long!

for crying out loud- where is everybody?
it's been so quiet around here!

"the world is quiet here" vfd - lemoney snicket

Ice hockey?

a series of unfortunate events

Dear Walter,
Sorry to hear about the series of unfortunate events.
Sincerely,
Blasphemous B. Banana

thank you count olaf.

oh well,

today is day number one of the superclean count,

I definatley slipped yesterday and broke my tnai, I don't want to call it a total fall, but I did have to pay my $50 knas.

I went to the mikkie later in the evening (which usualy led to complete falls, you know... I'm in the mik anyways and nobodies here and I'm all horny and...)
but baruch hashem I left my glasses outside, DIDN'T take a shower (always dangerous) toiveled and got dressed right away.

the funny thing is that this setback came right after I said everything will be fine if the Leafs beat the Habs, well they lost 5-2

I also missed tefila betzibur for arvit the night before and missed fartugs that morning- boy was i feeling down... (I also missed mincha due to my busy ness )


but I have to thank Hashem for letting me finaly pull the plug on my pc (honestly!)

and go home.

I realized that I am now in a more dangerous situation than before and required more ammo, so at the end of night seder I sat down and wrote a new special 2 day kabala (friday and shabbos) with higher stakes ($100)and a bit more specific.

hashem give me strength.

I'm also starting to get a bit stressed out about passover...

Work is sort of down the tubes - i have a 3 month project which beagan in Jan. which I havent really begun yet...

Buckle up man!

Shabbat Schalome!

welcome back,
sabath was wonderful!

unfortunate events over the weekend, see

guardyoureyes.com/forum/1-Break-Free/203016-Shaken-up-by-the-Glauber-Tragedy

Thus begins a new week of being Hashems special child.

I decided to make my Kabolah shorter this week (since it is easier to manage, and closer to 1 day at a time)

so my new kabolah goes somthing like this;

If I go on n.w.r.s.(non work related sites) besides for GYE or NHL.com , or gaze upon my Bris, or wear my eyeglasses into the mikva, or am MZ"L within the next 2 days I will give $50 to R' Meir baal HaNess, In addition i will only go on these sites between the hours of 10-11 am and 2:30 -3:30 pm (with a bit of leeway)
so I will be signing off soon.

Kisses to all you beloved children of the Lord.

hi mr.E
i shep nachas and chizuk from your efforts
chazak ve'ematz
kol hakavod

mr. emunah! please stop spending my money. thanks.

ok

hey TZ, bist gevuren a Galitzianer?