hey, im an 18 year old yeshiva bachur with need of some help. i Got into porn and mast* when i was 12 and too young to understand and i have had problems ever since. i have gotten some good streaks going and am currently on the 90 day journey. but bein hazemanim has been so difficult. especially at night. i cant even be in my building to learn because iwill want to watch porn. Im really hoping i can get rid of it...if not now then when...

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Do you have a filter on your computer?

do you have a 5 shekel vow? check out what the website says about vows...

90 day journey is very good. You should also get a filter or monitoring software, just as obormottel said.

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I have an I touch. I don't think there's a forked for it. I got rid of safari by setting it to restrictions but I have a google app that I discovered and I don't know the restrictions password ...thanks for the help!

hatzlacha rabbah! we're all in this together.
hope to get to know you

there are two klallim on this forum
klal aleph: KOT (keep on trucking)
klal beis: KOP (keep on posting)


nun beis: GUITAR (get up, into truck and rowuhl!!!) 

Wonderful  :D

don't forget that we are not angels, we can fall, but we need to get right back up and continue fighting...


keep up the good work

Edit: fixed now, thank

you've done one giant step already. you got onto GYE!

I was also struggling for a long time. the hardest part was, that i never was in a situation where i made up my mind that that's the kind of life I want to lead. I just tried and struggled for years, until i was giving up. then i got to GYE. Since then i believe that anyone can do it!
Just believe that you will get out, and keep up with the tools on this site!
I wish you much hatzlocha!

willgetout

Technical support wrote on 17 Oct 2011 17:53:

he means that we're not angels. although it is "technically" true that we're not angles either....

5shekvow wrote on 17 Oct 2011 16:01:


Not sure what you mean... Are you saying that you have a google app that you can use inappropriately, but you don't know the restrictions password so that you can remove it?
If so, why don't you just restore to factory settings, erase that app, change restrictions to allow the erasing of apps, just not installing them and have someone else know the password.

yeah i can use google app innaproriately, but i do keep it deleted soif i fall i haveto download it first, which takes a while. i set the restritctions password to getrid of safari buti never restricted google. and i dont know that pass. and i need to back up my ipod to restore it.

WELCOME! You are in the right place. Nice to meet you.