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Re: hello my friends.... 10 May 2013 01:54 #206996

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Mazel tov!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Life’s a mountain. You just gotta keep climbing…

Re: hello my friends.... 10 May 2013 17:23 #207023

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote:
Fishel Update

Today is day 90!

I thought today was 45??? Are you counting the omer twice as fast as everyone else ? MAZAL TOV! May it continue 'til 120 years (one day at a time of course )
Last Edit: 10 May 2013 17:23 by gibbor120.

Re: hello my friends.... 10 May 2013 17:37 #207025

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Thanks zvi and G120.

Today is 91, when I move to the WOH chart. And yet again, I get to say Hallel!! 8)
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...



My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: hello my friends.... 10 May 2013 17:39 #207027

...and I thought Gevura Shebyesod is at day 37 (that's what my Siddur says), but B"H he's at day 91. Congratulations and best wishes for continued 'daily' hatzlacha.

MT
Last Edit: 10 May 2013 17:39 by Machshovo Tova.

Re: hello my friends.... 15 May 2013 01:56 #207236

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Gevura Shebyesod wrote:
Fishel Update

Today is day 90!


wooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooooooooooo
mazel tov
lets tantz the horah

may you be zoche to 90,000 more clean days

Re: hello my friends.... 16 May 2013 09:53 #207245

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Mazel Tov!

Re: hello my friends.... 21 May 2013 19:18 #207478

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Mazel Tov! more gevura to you
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ

Re: hello my friends.... 04 Jun 2013 17:13 #208341

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I fell yesterday.

Recently i found a couple of gaping holes in my filters. For a while i've been occasionally tiptoeing around the edge, leaning over the railings, peering curiously into the void. Yesterday I was weak, and i jumped in... and discovered that the pit was much deeper than i thought. B"H I did not do anything physical. I actually didn't even get aroused but i was just trapped in sick fascination like a zombie, clicking.... more... more... fogging up my brain while the voice of sanity futilely whispered at me to stop. But once i started I was helpless as if some unseen force was shoving me into the screen. The drug...

Now i'm just numb again.

I'm not sure the holes can be closed but i'll see what i can do. And maybe i'll need to make a knas for myself if i cant stay away from the edge.

OK enough whining. Today is day 1, so far.
!אנא עבדא דקודשא בריך הוא

וּבְיָדְךָ כֹּחַ וּגְבוּרָה וּבְיָדְךָ לְגַדֵּל וּלְחַזֵּק לַכֹּל

And every day that you want to waste, that you want to waste, you can
And every day that you want to wake up, that you want to wake, you can
And every day that you want to change, that you want to change, yeah
I'll help you see it through...



My story: guardyoureyes.com/forum/19-Introduce-Yourself/111583-hello-my-friends

Re: hello my friends.... 04 Jun 2013 17:45 #208347

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You are an inspiration to me for having gotten past 90 days.

The kedusha you created is still there, even though it is hard to feel it now.

Think of Vilna, and all the great Torah that was learned there. Now, it is a virtual wasteland. But the kedusha of those years lives on...

Far be it from me (7-day warrior) to suggest - but you may want to work on ways of distancing yourself from the machine, especially at vulnerable times, so you will not go near the edge.

Hatzlacha Rabbah on your new streak!

Re: hello my friends.... 04 Jun 2013 21:48 #208366

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Hi GS,

Sorry to hear. U know what to do. Get right back up on the MT and KOMT!

Love,

Gibbor

Re: hello my friends.... 04 Jun 2013 22:01 #208373

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Absolutely
KOMT KOMT KOMT KOMT
rinse lather repeat
you are a good investment!
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ

Re: hello my friends.... 04 Jun 2013 22:05 #208375

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I'm so happy it didn't get physical.
Nu, resume surrendering and guarding and you should be right back um, uh...


struggling like the rest of us
Last Edit: 04 Jun 2013 22:06 by AlexEliezer.

Re: hello my friends.... 05 Jun 2013 03:22 #208396

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[quote="inastruggle" post=207236]Gevura Shebyesod wrote:
Fishel Update

lets tantz the horah

Eigh8th Day is still tantzing the hora, no reason you shouldn't still be monstah trucking.
?דער באשעפער לאווט מיך אייביג. וויפיל לאוו איך עהם
My Creator loves me at all times. How great is my love for him?

Re: hello my friends.... 05 Jun 2013 23:29 #208480

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Take a lesson from the kids.



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Re: hello my friends.... 05 Jun 2013 23:42 #208482

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