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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 16:00 #94511

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ancient lore has it that Nebuchadnezer had a predisposition for Pepsi
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 18:04 #94523

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DAY 27

Today has been a sort of Icchy day. SE was not at it's greatest, but no outright slips or falls.

Have to keep remembering that this is not My battle to win, and keep turning it over to the One who can smash the YH.

Have to keep remembering what Reb bard's always SAYS NO LOOKING BACK JUST KOT! and that "Simcha is the secret".

But I'm just in a Yucchy sort of mood.

It's been one of those days.

I'll try to drown my ucchiness in a few bletter, though my concentration today wasn't who knows what.

GYE's hold my hands...

Your friend,

E. Ben Durdayah

PS The story is basically finished... stay tuned for the epilogue, the post-story show -where we will discuss the more serious messages of this story, and of course...

A. But No Green Elephants The Movie.

B. But No Green Elephants The T-shirt

C. But No Green Elephants The baseball capSchwartz's (TM) original 'possum tail shtreimlach

(Two models are currently available -Zaidi'ish Zanvil's Zingel Zunav Zpecial or Yingerman Yanky's  Double decker  -offer valid while supplies last)

D. But No Green Elephants The coffee mug

E. But No Green Elephants Trading cards

F. But No Green Elephants The Bardsway Musical

G. But No Green Elephants Action Figures

AND OF COURSE  But No Green Elephants the sequel...
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 18:15 #94527

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EBD, you are doing awesome-super-gevaldig, 27 days away from the garbage!

there were/are/will be hard times

you've got the RBSO and his messengers - all of GYE and anyone else who assists you - who will "hold your hand" in the tough times

tzadikim said on the maamar chazal "Haba letaher mesayin oso", the lashon rabim, 'mesayin' refers to the RBSO and to tzadikim, they both help.

keep on trucking, you bring up the team's stats with your efforts
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 18:18 #94528

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and don't forget BNGE bobbleheads
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 18:19 #94530

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ZemirosShabbos wrote on 26 Jan 2011 18:15:

EBD, you are doing awesome-super-gevaldig, 27 days away from the garbage!

there were/are/will be hard times

you've got the RBSO and his messengers - all of GYE and anyone else who assists you - who will "hold your hand" in the tough times

tzadikim said on the maamar chazal "Haba letaher mesayin oso", the lashon rabim, 'mesayin' refers to the RBSO and to tzadikim, they both help.

keep on trucking, you bring up the team's stats with your efforts


Thanks for the chizzuk
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 18:31 #94533

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reb EBD,

an important idea to remember is that you need to be patient with yourself. a habit formed over months and years will need time and effort to change. especially something like lust. which chazal say is נפשו של אדם מחמדתן.

it took a while to pick up the ability to learn gemara, ride a bike, hunt green elephants, this is not different. as rebbe b says, winning is staying in the game.

continued hatzlocha
zemms
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 18:44 #94537

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BH,

I can say with certainty, that without the Koiach HaRabbim here, I'd be history...

Even if not BiKammus, at least B'aichus.

I've definitely had longer clean streaks than 270 days as well, but I've never quite counted the days, never quite appreciated them, never focused on the positive, always focused on the negative, and felt worn out and dirty even when clean from fighting my own mind.

I never appreciated my cleanliness, because hey -that's what you're supposed to do, no?

I could go on and on, but not right now.

You GYE's are the best,

EBD
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 19:09 #94544

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EBD, to a newbie like me your'e an established super-hero, so if you're gonna fall then "mah ne'eneh abasrei". Just hold on tight to your armrest and wait it out. You can do it. Your'e the superhero. In the end of the movie the hero always wins (sometimes he gets alittle banged up in the process, and THAT GUFA is what makes us love him so much when he comes out on top).
Your biggest fan, who believes in you to the end, to the deepest darkest gloomiest, filthiest, darkest, godliness point, your pupil and friend, the humbleTzaddik90, hakatan shebiGYE
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 19:16 #94549

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ZemirosShabbos wrote on 26 Jan 2011 16:00:

ancient lore has it that Nebuchadnezer had a predisposition for Pepsi


and Trix.
and energizer batteries.
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 19:20 #94551

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ben durdayah wrote on 26 Jan 2011 18:04:

AND OF COURSE  But No Green Elephants the sequel...



howabout But No Green Elephants          the abridged version....


for those that are too busy to read any bigbook not written by aa
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 19:28 #94554

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ZemirosShabbos wrote on 26 Jan 2011 16:00:

ancient lore has it that Nebuchadnezer had a predisposition for Pepsi


I figured as much,

So did the Commies, so do the Arrabers...

Coke on the other hand...

Zemmy can we be mechabed you with the Star Spangled Banner? I feel something stirring in my heart just to remember the Cola Wars...

S'benkt zich nuch Reagan
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 19:48 #94563

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oi zug kenstee zain
bai dee lichtigkait fin der freemorgen....

in der roit-shain fin dee rocketirin
bumberdirin tzeesheesen zich in dee lift
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 20:52 #94581

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Oh Zemmy, always the show off!

Top this!



?, mondom, l?tod,
A hajnali korai f?ny,
Amit oly b?szk?n ?dv?z?lt?k
az alkony utols? csillog?

Amelynek sz?les cs?kjait ?s f?nyes csillagait,
kereszt?l, a vesz?lyes csat?ban,
Az elm?lt falakon n?zt?k,
annyira g?l?nsan streaming

?s a rak?t?k "v?r?s f?nye,
A bomb?k robban?sa a levegőben,
Adta bizony?t?ka az ?jszak?t
hogy z?szl?nk m?g mindig ott volt.

?, mondom, nem, hogy
csillag-Spangled
banner m?g hull?m
T?bb mint a f?ld a szabad
?s otthona a b?tor

Play Ball!
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 20:53 #94583

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tell me dee trute, did Fetter Geegel help you?
Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise
~Inna beshem ZS

Give, Forgive
~Cordnoy

The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting.
~TZ
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 26 Jan 2011 22:17 #94599

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Nem, Guggil Basczi did.
For Dov and the other two guys who care,
My real name really is
 Eli
Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee




 
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