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TOPIC: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 27319 Views

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 19 Jan 2011 20:18 #93752

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	ZemirosShabbos wrote on 19 Jan 2011 20:15: gevalt! did she sign up on gye? (Guard Your Elephants) ;D :D :D ;D And people ask me where I get my inspiration from... I don't have to look too hard... It just comes to my doorstep... Sort of like the Mohn!
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 19 Jan 2011 20:29 #93755

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ben durdayah wrote on 03 Jan 2011 23:04:

Hey there, Benny Guy! Howdie?

Yep, see there I wuz rippin' down this here road.... I wuz mindin' my own bizness, tinking 'bout that ol' tractor....

An' out of the blue one of them confounded Jew girls in one of them unifomms frum da schools... howdie y'all call 'em? Eis Yaakovs?

Anyhow, as I was sayin', me wuz drivin' down the way an' dem girly comes a'runnin'. She was cryin' and yellin' bout sometin'. I couldn't make out not a single wurd.. Boyyy was she shreakin', I tell ya!

Have you gotten any clue wat's buggin' her?

Yosef Hatzadik's Ha'oros
Tov veyoshor Hashem al kein yoreh chata'im baderech!

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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 19 Jan 2011 20:32 #93756

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	Hey, hey.... Don't be stealin' my next chapter... 'else I'm gwain ta hafta send that Devoirah after you!!!
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 19 Jan 2011 20:49 #93757

Yosef Hatzadik OFFLINE Platinum Boarder A GYE'er since 2010 Posts: 2986 Karma: 10	Don't be mad. > I was just trying to give you some inspiration! ;D
	*Yosef Hatzadik's Ha'oros* *Tov veyoshor Hashem al kein yoreh chata'im baderech!* Last Edit: by .

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 19 Jan 2011 21:04 #93759

bardichev	פּאַסאַם גרין עלעפאַנץ דעוואָיראַ זאַנווילל יוי מייַן קאַפּ שווימט
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 19 Jan 2011 21:39 #93772

ben durdayah Current streak: 49 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder No, that is not a mouse... Posts: 1253 Karma: 5	Yosef Hatzadik wrote on 19 Jan 2011 20:49: Don't be mad. > I was just trying to give you some inspiration! ;D Me Mad! Never... Um, almost never... Well, maybe this minute not... :D ;D ;D
	For Dov and the other two guys who care, My real name really is Eli Like the original Bendy, Ein hadavar talui ela bee Last Edit: by .

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 02:52 #93809

shteeble OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2024 Karma: 30	8) world sneaking into this thread. nobody notice.
	some of my threads Last Edit: by .

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 03:21 #93813

HashemsSoldier OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 941 Karma: 3	world wrote on 20 Jan 2011 02:52: 8) world sneaking into this thread. nobody notice. i noticed!!!!!
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 05:00 #93828

shteeble OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2024 Karma: 30	:o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 05:09 #93831

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	if the whole world sneaks in don't you think it would get noticed?
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 12:29 #93851

shteeble OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2024 Karma: 30	Now's a good time for a name change.
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 18:00 #93906

bardichev	Can we have the rest of the story icH verr imgidildiggg
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Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 18:07 #93908

ZemirosShabbos OFFLINE Platinum Boarder pass the compote Posts: 6153 Karma: 72	rebbe b, i am sure you meant to say this: bardichev wrote on 03 Nov 2010 21:32: we want to hear as pauuul harveyyy saiid the-hhh ressst of the-hhh story
	Sometimes life is like tuna with not enough mayonaise ~Inna beshem ZS Give, Forgive ~Cordnoy The reason I'm acting as if I'm pregnant, is because I'm expecting. I should be accepting. ~TZ Last Edit: by .

Re: Ki Nafalti , Gam Kamti 20 Jan 2011 18:28 #93910

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No guys, it's been a lousy day, so first I get to vent; and then if there's time I'll try to update Zanvil and Devoirah and co.

DAY 21

Right, like now I'm a reeeeeeaaal Tzaddik'l no?

No.

I had a lousy day. I ate the fruits anyway, and said the tefillah for the esrog word by word with peirush hamilois but I felt like a hollow tree.

But the battle now is not on my turf, I'm b"h not bombarded by hirhurim, but the YH is trying to sneak in with milchemes HaYetzer on his turf -i.e. Shmiras HaEyneyim. And when you're not "oifgeleibt", it's not easy (ah mefurishe Tanya).

So I've got to change the track which has been playing on "repeat" all day, and put on a different song:

TODAY, THIS MINUTE do you have as much $$$ as you need for this minute?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE do you have with what to make Shabbos?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE are you clean?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE do your feet work?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE do your hands work?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE do your eyes see?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE do your ears hear?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE are your wife and kids safe and healthy?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE can your mind think straight?
TODAY, THIS MINUTE are you doing the ratzon Hashem?

If you answered yes to all of the above questions, then CHILL OUT, and KEEP ON TRUCKING everything is just fine b"h.
Your pain and depression stems from either the past or the future.

If that didn't help, then you obviously have gotten into "melumadah" mode as far as the recovery and GYE attitude is concerned, and need to go back to basics and start fresh -even if you are clean.

Thank you for your support,

EBD