Baruch hashem.im waiting for 10,000ish so it might be a while
allright so last night.i had a stressful shabbos at home with my father and a very boring non eventful sat night to relax me.so i came home around 1 30 and the computer was just sitting there.this is the one in my family room whose k9 password i know(i set it and thoght my father would change but he didnt get around to it).and i was thinking uch nothing can get me a better frame of mind than a little impulsive acting out.
but i first had to notify the oylam.
noone was on,but i think just my contact with the site brought me to my senses for a moment.i ran to get my guitar and my mp3 and headed to get the keys.they werent there!uch!they must be in my parents room and they were of corse sleeping.what am i gonna do now.
i ened up going to my room and sat listening to the songs i wrote for a couple hours.i was worried that the close proximity to my computer might be dangerous but thank g-d i made it.
i was scared to go back online to post about my not falling,but i am posting now.
you guys are amazing!i really love you all so much.the care and concern is so refreshing in this selfish world we live in.may this love bring moshiach speedily in our days!!amen!
uri