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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 08:16 #12464

  • TrYiNg
awwww, MOM! I slept enough shabbos afternoon! Anyway, none of my friends' moms tell them when to go to sleep >


If you dont behave, Im going to change your avatar to an owl!

:D :D :D (anyway, u can't do that)
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 08:23 #12468

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btw, just wanted to point out that cholent is rockin'!! and it's been a while since someone voted, i'm tempted to put in a second voice, but that's not fair now, is it?
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 08:27 #12470

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bs"d

TrYiNg wrote on 16 Aug 2009 08:16:

Anyway, none of my friends' moms tell them when to go to sleep >


:D :D :D brings back memories... echoes from the past... 8)
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 08:31 #12472

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Anyway, none of my friends' moms tell them when to go to sleep


In that case, not all of them are lucky enough to have a mom who cares so much about them !
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 10:37 #12487

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hey people i made it out ok my keyboard is akting funny so ill write more later,iy'h as soon as i get another komputer
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 10:43 #12492

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Uri,

looking forward. have a great day!! oh, and cholent is up to 12...
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 11:18 #12498

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Baruch hashem.im waiting for 10,000ish so it might be a while
allright so last night.i had a stressful shabbos at home with my father and a very boring non eventful sat night to relax me.so i came home around 1 30 and the computer was just sitting there.this is the one in my family room whose k9 password i know(i set it and thoght my father would change but he didnt get around to it).and i was thinking uch nothing can get me a better frame of mind than a little impulsive acting out.
but i first had to notify the oylam.
noone was on,but i think just my contact with the site brought me to my senses for a moment.i ran to get my guitar and my mp3 and headed to get the keys.they werent there!uch!they must be in my parents room and they were of corse sleeping.what am i gonna do now.
i ened up going to my room and sat listening to the songs i wrote for a couple hours.i was worried that the close proximity to my computer might be dangerous but thank g-d i made it.
i was scared to go back online to post about my not falling,but i am posting now.
you guys are amazing!i really love you all so much.the care and concern is so refreshing in this selfish world we live in.may this love bring moshiach speedily in our days!!amen!
uri
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 11:25 #12503

  • TrYiNg
You're gr8! I don't know how you're so strong!!!! -proud sis
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 11:31 #12508

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im not.believe me.
and tom,what kind of ridiculous??i always make it??theres a reason im only on 6 days.
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 11:40 #12509

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I hope this doesnt make anyone else jealous, but Ive just got to say it anyway.

Uri; you are my inspiration on this site of inspirational neshamas. The more I get to know you, the more I am in awe at the depth hiding in there.

Its not my place to say this; but I honestly believe that you have a unique and very important tafkid in this oilam. And Im scared for you. You see; the yh knows this too, and he is not going to relinquish his grip easily. Everyone here knows you have the strength to hold out; everyone except you. Youre journey is one too many kids can relate to, and you must get yourself to a point where someday you will be able to reach out to this dor and save neshamas.

Not only can you, but you must. For Klal Yisraels sake
(But dont get overwhelmed; we'll be  holding on too you throughout - not a chance we're not going to grab a bit of that kavod in shamayim by association at least!!!)
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 11:42 #12511

  • TrYiNg
6 days is 518,400 secs.(if I calculated correctly...)
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 11:45 #12513

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Uri, I keep forgetting to comment on your great signature quotes :D :D
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 12:03 #12516

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Thank you mom
You inspired the second one
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 12:21 #12517

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figured
Hashem is addicted to you! Feel His hugs!"Sheva yipol tzaddik VKUM"
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Re: Where I'm at 16 Aug 2009 14:06 #12534

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Uri,

You truly are an inspiration. Your will for holding back and your ability to find the right things to do to keep the Y"H at bay are something to behold. Six days shmix days. You know well enough that it is not that count that is the most important in this war. Keep your head on straight and keep at it.
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