wait, mom,
why don't you come with Uri?
That way you don't have  sepearation anxiety, and we get to meet you!!

I thought you're coming to Israel to meet me?
Remember; mom in her purple sheitel and robe and you in your new outfit..

And what makes you think Id worry about Uri  anyway?

:-\ :-\ :-\
:'( :'( :'(

well since i'm using all my money on therapy, i can no loger afford to come to e"y
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(
wish i could............

habib613 wrote on 27 Oct 2009 09:43:


Dont worry, Mashaich Airlines will have the perfect deal for you.
Sit by the wing, its less bumpy there! :D :D

soon please Hashem!!!!!!!!!

Today was a crazy day.
I had a long talk with mom last night and she insisted that no matter what,today i had to live life.
So I went to shacharis  :o
And then had my day start off terribly with a big fight with my (real)mother and sister in which my mom basically told me that I was doing nothing with my life and I fake my religion and I deserve to be depressed.
Thanks Mom
So I was in an awful mood.
But mom(7up) insisted that I live,so I went to a soup kitchen that I go to sometimes.
I got off the bus and started walking there, really not in the mood but not having any better options.
Suddenly a bus pulled up in front of me.
I looked up at the destination.
Kever Rachel.
I got on.
The bus was all women (middle-aged chassidishe mommas,dont worry).There was one other man on the bus and I sat next to him.He gave me a look that said "huh?whatre you doing here?" I turned away and looked out the window.
When we got there I saw that there were around 400 women there.Only women.I saw maybe 3 men.
"What's going on",I asked the guy who was collecting tzedaka by the entrance. "Is there a clothing sale going on here or something?"
The guy just looked at me.
At least I crack myself up.
I gave him a shekel for causing him the pain of having to hear me joke.

For those who have not been there yet,Kever Rachel is basically a prison on the outside.It's surrounded by Arabs,and your visit is direct.In.Daven.Out.
So I went up to the tomb and cried for a bit.
I whispered.
"Mama Rochel,why do you cry?I have what to cry about.My life sucks.And I'm prob gonna be on the direct route to hell.Mom,I know why you're crying.Because you love us and feel our pain.Please feel my pain.Please accept me,for my own mother does not."
"Truth is,your life was pretty bad.We're in the same boat,Mom.We both just want/ed love.Cruddy home life,  depression, etc...But you became Mama Rochel.And I'm just Uri.The sex addict."
And I cried.

But I felt better as I returned to Yerushalayim.
I even passed a girl I used to go out with and it didn't faze me so much.I just smiled and said "what's up"
To digress for a moment....
I have spoken before about tremendous guilt for messing up girls.This is what I was referring to.This was a girl who was pretty good for the most part.I took her purity and since then from what ive heard shes descended deep down.
What can I do to repair this damage?!!?
I wanted to go over and hug this girl.Apologize for what I'd done.Offer her any help I could.
But as a sex addict,I unfortuantely could not.
So all I can do is daven for her and hope that everything works out for her and that my actions didnt mess up her life.
Uch!!!
How can one leave these things behind?!!!?      :-[  :'(

Maybe one day you'll get to help her in a safe way... Maybe... Maybe... Depends who runs the world of-course. But if he's big enough, and you're sincere enough, He might just make it happen.

Me and the Captain can make it happen.

Hashem will send her the healing she deserves how and when He sees fit.
His ways are limitless.

Daven for her, and all those scarred neshamas. Thats how you can help most.
Daven Hashem sends her the shelichim she needs, the ability to accept, forgive, and heal.


Your job Uri, is to become the best person you can. You yourself dont even see how far you've come lately.
I have.

Here I go again:

DITTO!!

7up has a way of getting people to write that.
Must have something to do with the quality of what's written.

K.
It's been decided.
I am coming to america.
B,ill give u the date when i find out forsure so you can pick me up
and when i get there the first sunday im there were having a GYE picnic!!!
i have a good private park in mind
ill bring my guitar
bardichev u bring the woodford
itll be
GEVALDIG!!!!

anyone who doesnt show up gets booted off the forum (girls included)
just kidding  :D
but seriously i would be amazed if someone would be able to resist  

looking foward

and when you make those millions, that your talent with Hashem's help will get you,

remember this by Howard Simon

Money
Money
Money
Important
Useful
Necessary

Money
Money
Money
Wealthy
Middle
Poverty

Money
Money
Money
Save
Give
Spend

Money
Money
Borrow
Lend
Money
Money
Foe
Friend

Money
Money
Master
Slave
Money
Money
Satisfied
Crave

Money
Money
Laugh
Cry
Money
Money
Live
Die

Money
Money
Sick
Well
Money
Money
Heaven
Hell

Uri

I know you will use the money well

start out small

first concert-picnic in America

separate seating or Uri will not perform

get the autograph

will be worth alot on e-bay one day

with a stop-over in Barditchev  ;D