OK, using someone's netbook to post this and see whats going on while I wait to sort out my computer's problems. We were able to go to all measures to get our fix I should be able to go to all measures to get out and post. Man these netbooks are
tiny! My hands barely fit on the keyboard. Either way I just wanted to make a disclaimer. I wasn't serious about going to get a car just to go to meetings. I just have this inherent feeling that a few of you were getting worried.
My day otherwise has been good. Spoke to a couple people from the forum and got some learning done. I really need some help, or rather help myself, in regards to time management. Any ideas are appreciated.
Hopefully I'll get my computer up and running soon. In the meantime I'll mention a feeling and thought that I had while dealing with my misbehaving computer. I started getting very frustrated about it. I can't say that i performed marvelously considering the circumstance and in retrospect I could have done a lot better. But I started thinking that right now, my computer isn't working, Hashem obviously doesn't want me using the computer right now. My proof is that the only guy who could uninstall my filter and try to get it working again is not available. What I should have done was make up a time when he would be able to help me and move on to other things that I want/need to accomplish in the meantime. What I did was repeatedly try to restart the computer and look through the troubleshooting for the filter numerous times. Then when that didn't work I tried hacking into my computer and restarting the filter manually. Apparently I'm not as computer savvy as I thought I was. I was virtually shooting an already dead possum
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. (Sorry, it was the first animal I could think of
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) Then I went to someone else's computer and posted my cry above in the middle of the afternoon. Then I davened mincha because I knew I wouldn't gain anything by not davening as frustrated as I was. Then I sat and played a video game.
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Basically an unproductive day when Hashem wanted me to really not get distracted today and rather focus on Him. I feel sort of bleh.
Man my fingers are cramped!