@YA: Zeva's.

So now to the not-so-pleasant stuff. But honesty is key here. (At least thats what I've been told ) So after all your great responses I went and jumped off the cliff with a mindset of "well I could start tomorrow" or "I'm gonna fall anyway" etc. Point gun at foot and shoot. So I just mulled around after that not really doing much. I really have to implement the stop-and-think that SB told me about on my last thread. Although I think it should be stop, DON'T drop, and roll or run.

More philosophosizing tomorrow. I wish everyone here a good and clean nights sleep. May we wake up already on the way to Yerushalayim!!!

Anybody willing to chat on gmail anonymously I have an email address maccabee5770@gmail.com and it would be greatly appreciated if people would message me.

Even better start today. Woke up @ 7 went to mikva and davened. However i had a problem when i started learning right after shachris because i couldn't concentrate while I was learning and stuff was going on around me. Then I went to the doctor and didn't start learning again till 12 and finished at 1. I think the afternoon is my main weak spot. And yes i fell again. Hey dov its not getting as painful, i wonder if thats good or bad. I think I'm just becoming callous. So Iv'e decided that I should make a hachlota that whenever I act out I have to write and post something to the Beis Medrash. Before making it official, however, I want your guys feedback. Don't be shy. Speak your mind. Any other ideas are welcome. If you're just saying hello thats appreciated too.

Maccabee wrote on 03 Jun 2010 01:01:

Wait. Let's see. You want to set up something painful for every time you fall. So that you won't want to fall. And what you pick is... SHARING WORDS OF TORAH?

SO, YOU'RE SAYING THAT SHARING WORDS OF TORAH WITH YOUR HOMIES HERE IS THE MOST PAINFUL THING YOU CAN THINK OF? WHO SHOULD BE MORE INSULTED: THE HOMIES OR THE TORAH?!!

In other words, could we just leave the heilige Torah out of this, and find something else for torturing yourself?

You asked for blunt, so I'm givin' ya blunt. Hope you meant it.

I just installed K9!!! yeehaw

I was thinking the same thing...plus that may even be an incentive.

Hmmn. Maybe you could take on that if ch'v you ever act out again, you would have to...

re-read every single long rambling post, from day one, from any of the frequentest and ramblingest and unfocusedest and boringest post-ers on the whole forum.



Take that on, and... you'll never fall again! Or, at least, let that be my bracha to you!

Congratulations on you filter being installed! than k gosh it has been that kind of a week!

Ok slight prob i'm shopping and theses no family friendly check out lane

OK I'm really getting weirded out. I set K9 so that when i go on a blocked website, it barks. So far I haven't gone to a single wrong website. But as soon as I change position suddenly the computer barks. So far its happened twice.

Maccabee wrote on 03 Jun 2010 02:54:

I'm afraid you got the wrong program. K9 is the basic level of protection. It seems you downloaded "Claws" -- the premium package for ultimate security.

It knows when you've been sleeping; it knows when you're awake. It knows when you've been bad or good, so be good for goodness sake.... I'm telling you why: Santa CLAWS is coming to town.

I hope you're not too frum and sheltered to get this awful awful pun. I just couldn't help myself. I'm one sick _puppy_ sometimes. Just, keep your paws to yourself and no one gets hurt.

roflmho

maccabee fire away

macabbe style

one against many
!!!
keep on trucking!!!!!!!!!!!!

b

Good good you caught on to the name

Maccabee wrote on 03 Jun 2010 14:52:


i love the name!!

me kamocha be-elim Hashem!!

b