WoW!!!

You are fortunate to have someone to talk too!

Very very close to falling just now  Hashem sent someone to sit down next to me by the computer. Besides for him, no one else is here and it is late at night. The school computers have  no blockers whatsoevr :-\
I would have moved on to 'p' for the first time in a long while. dealing with tests and stuff, I would have justified it. chasdei Hashem.

Better get some first aid... reach out and speak to someone safe.

oye vey! maybe someone should suggest that the school put in some type of filter?? how r u doing?

hey YA- BH pretty good.  good day of learning today.

I know! they have no filters; someone once suggested they put one in, but idk...

Hashem loves you. He doesent want you to fall.

Ha shem loves you sooooooo much.Those paper women don;t even know you exist.don't destroy your reality for a fantasythat will only attack you

Steady improvement...that is what I am looking for... Only with Hashem's help.

Way to go!
Two  baby steps forward, one baby step back .
Even one baby step forward, two back will do... as long as you are still facing forward!
Best wishes!
ktn

thx for the support ktn....

I learned it from 7UP

Hi Everyone- weeks of midterms finally over.... very challenging.

Right now the plan is for me to start heading off on my own from my advisor here at school. We want to see how I do if I just check in with him over the phone or email. Of course, I can always go back to him.

Keep treking everyone!

good shbs

sg

fell on shabbos afternoon. it was after sleeping with my suit pants on so that it would not happen but I woke up and took them off and put on shorts. it was at the moment that the YH told me to mstrbt, and i listened.
while i failed to hit my 5 minute mark of putting off my ureg when the YH comes calling, but i think my descions to sleep with my suit pants was a sacrifice in and of itself and served to put off the urge til i woke up the next time.  i specifically wore my suit pants so that i would not mstrbt and i followed thru with that.
lemme know what u think: can battles still be won in a period even when we end up mstrbtng?

Of course battles can be won even with your pants down. You are doing amazing you took the fight to the end. You showed th yh that he cant take you with out a fight. You fought and won the war. The war is will you give up and throw in the towel. You kept up the fight. GREAT JOB! Next time will be better. Hashem loves you

thx fts :D :D