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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 05 Mar 2010 16:25 #56530

123.trying.123
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Good wishes to all of you,

I am in a tough spot now...
As of now I have no where to be for Shabbos...
I was gonna go to one place, didn't work out..
I often go to my grandparents but that didn't either work out...
Can't be with my parents...

As of now I'll probably be home alone...
Depressing, and Lonely...
I suspect that I wont last out, and will end up using my computer, or just getting in my car and driving off...
I hope not, I really really don't want to, but I don't think I can go through the pain of staring at my cieling for 30 hrs. strate.... It's too hard...

I hope I can do the right thing, but my energy for the battle is low...

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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 05 Mar 2010 16:39 #56535

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	Trying to figure out what I'm doing for shabbos, as well... Do you have any neighbors or friends you can call up?
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 05 Mar 2010 16:50 #56543

123.trying.123 Current streak: 10 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 636 Karma: 0	I've been agonizing over all my options... Contacted a few people... Nothing....
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 05 Mar 2010 17:03 #56545

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	If you live in NY, I think there are some people who have open-house type meals, could be fun. Could also be weird, but hey, that can be fun too!
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 09 Mar 2010 22:40 #57225

123.trying.123 Current streak: 10 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 636 Karma: 0	Not doing good... :-[ Very discouraged and lack the the will to continue... Sorry for the bad news
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 10 Mar 2010 13:23 #57327

Eye.nonymous OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 2696 Karma: 15	You DID post! And that's a ma'ailah! I hope you're doing better. --Eye.
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 10 Mar 2010 13:38 #57328

7yipol Current streak: 3 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder YES HE CAN! Posts: 4686 Karma: 12	Second by second Tried. We get zchar for every second. Keep focusing on the sun
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 10 Mar 2010 16:05 #57355

bardichev	KEEP ON TRUCKING!! WITH A SMILE!!
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 10 Mar 2010 22:50 #57442

123.trying.123 Current streak: 10 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 636 Karma: 0	Thank you!!
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Re: I'm at the top headed downward 11 Mar 2010 00:25 #57449

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	Hi Trying - glad to see that you're still here! Keep on rocking!
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