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Re: that gnawing feeling 03 Feb 2010 16:15 #50898

bardichev	Mekubal Wow are you kind!! Keep it coming Its not just for me We all need to Hunt Kill Maim YH!! How By Tantzing and being Fraylich!!! B
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Re: that gnawing feeling 03 Feb 2010 17:03 #50920

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The Y"H comes, and with different words each time, tries to "remind me" of how sweet it is..how good it feels.

And I just laugh, because I can still remember how LOW it made me feel - and how GOOD I feel when i move forward and don't listen to him!

He's offering a delicious cake, but if we'd look closely, we'd see that under the frosting, it's just mold! Not even moldy cake - there's just mold, no cake at all!

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Re: that gnawing feeling 03 Feb 2010 17:17 #50929

bardichev

YUPP!!

HE IS THE "SHPITZ" (NOW I AM SHOWING MY YESHIVISHE SIDE) GANIV!!

HE WILL DO ANYTHING

WE NEED TO LEARN FROM HIM

WE IS THE "SHPITZ" NMW

SO SAY ..

HEY Y"H I LIKE UR STYLE

YOUR A COOL CAY

BUT YOU KNOW WHAT

I DON'T BUY JUNK

FROM A CHEAP SALESMAN

IN A POLYESTER SUIT

TOO MANY RINGS

MUCH TOO MUCH CHEAP COLOGNE

YOUR HAIR HAS TOO MUCH HAIR-SPRAY

AND THOSE SHOES

CMON PLASTIC LIZARD SKIN SHOES

HAHAHA ITS A TOUPE A WIG!!

HAHAA HIS MAKE UP IS PEELING

OH HEEE HAHAHA THATS A PURIM MOUSTACHE

AND FAKE RAY-BANS

HAHAHA

HELLO WOULD U BUY ANYTHING FROM THIS GUY????

B

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Re: that gnawing feeling 03 Feb 2010 22:05 #51009

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Been there, (7 months of tzidkus) done that, fall. And i only have a few pieces of advice

1. Follow my footsteps carefully, and see when they lead into the ravine below.

2. look at my failures like a pessimist, and realize that my YH works the night shift by you

3. Why don't you write-out the post you plan on publishing, in full detail (of the loss of retzifus), and post it. Make sure to stress the agony of loosing the retsifus, and speak-out every reason that you wish you 'didn't do it'. An now that you have bechira chafshis, choose?

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Re: that gnawing feeling 03 Feb 2010 22:16 #51015

kedusha Current streak: 717 days OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 3167 Karma: 46	shemirateinayim wrote on 03 Feb 2010 22:05: Why don't you write-out the post you plan on publishing, in full detail (of the loss of retzifus), and post it. Make sure to stress the agony of loosing the retsifus, and speak-out every reason that you wish you 'didn't do it'. An now that you have bechira chafshis, choose? Gaonus!
	Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'! Last Edit: by .

Re: that gnawing feeling 03 Feb 2010 22:41 #51028

silentbattle Current streak: 1628 days OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 3734 Karma: 15	Kedusha wrote on 03 Feb 2010 22:16: shemirateinayim wrote on 03 Feb 2010 22:05: Why don't you write-out the post you plan on publishing, in full detail (of the loss of retzifus), and post it. Make sure to stress the agony of loosing the retsifus, and speak-out every reason that you wish you 'didn't do it'. An now that you have bechira chafshis, choose? Gaonus! I agree - fantastic!
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Re: that gnawing feeling 03 Feb 2010 22:47 #51030

humanbeing Current streak: 1 day OFFLINE Platinum Boarder Posts: 324 Karma: 0	Bards, When we are B'simcha we break every barrier....I learn alot from you you Meshuggene drunk Trucker...I mean that in a good way. ;D :D
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Re: that gnawing feeling 07 Feb 2010 22:13 #51784

Boomerang OFFLINE Fresh Boarder Karma: 0	Hey Bards, What does it mean to be Tantzing and being Fraylich? Thanks and I hope you're doing well. TC, DL
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Re: that gnawing feeling 07 Feb 2010 23:13 #51790

Giboir Current streak: 24 days OFFLINE Junior Boarder Posts: 27 Karma: 0	Sorry to butt-in and answer on Bards behalf. (Are any Americans on the forum or are you all preoccupied with the SuperBowl?) It is Yiddish and means 'Dancing and being happy' Giboir
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Re: that gnawing feeling 07 Feb 2010 23:18 #51792

kedusha Current streak: 717 days OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 3167 Karma: 46	If anyone is watching the Super Bowl, I sure hope they're walking away for the halftime show and for the commercials.
	Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'! Last Edit: by .

Re: that gnawing feeling 08 Feb 2010 00:03 #51794

bardichev	Sometimes we "see" something triggering We need to not think in to it or about it Just block it out of our minds ASAP Say " yupp she is ___ but she is not my problem And move on walk run dance slide away!!!
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Re: that gnawing feeling 08 Feb 2010 00:43 #51799

kedusha Current streak: 717 days OFFLINE Administrator Posts: 3167 Karma: 46	Return2Hashem wrote on 07 Feb 2010 23:58: Kedusha, I am mamash about to leave my place for my friend's superbowl party. (It's only guys there, so he told me). Seeing your message about the commercials and halftime show was a good reminder for me. thanks Delighted to be of service!
	Just as an alcoholic needs to avoid that first sip, a lust addict needs to avoid that first slip.Slip today? No way! ;)Fall today? No way, Jose'! Last Edit: by .