Day #23
Today was a harder day when I had a couple of strong urges that in my olden days would have progressed to something much bigger and worser but thanks to the techniques that i learned in the past 20+ days i was able to retain myself and not be an animal that follows whatever his heart tells him to do in a blink of an eye, but rather be a human that follows his brain and the Torah.

The fight is getting a little harder but I am ready for anything and everything and I will NEVER SURRENDER.  

“The harder the battle, the sweeter the victory.”

Great work! 

keepmekadosh wrote on 07 Sep 2025 04:26:

Thanks for your support!!! 

Day #24
Just another ordinary day as a free man. Some small urges in the beginning of the day, but they all went away. The Yetzer Hara also tried some of his old tricks by saying that nothing bad will happen from “just a little bit,” but that obviously didn’t work.
I’m wondering what he’ll come up with tomorrow. I’m 100% sure he won’t let one of his old loyal customers go free so fast and easy.
Let’s wait and see what tomorrow brings.

“You are stronger than your strongest excuse.”

Day #26!!
I had a few urges today, and some old emotions came back up but with the help of Hashem, I was able to withstand them.
The fight is on, and it will continue until I return my soul to its Creator. Until then, I have a mission to accomplish and I want to be able to report back to the Sender that I fulfilled it.

This Friday, I will complete a full month in my current journey of freedom and holiness. Never in my wildest dreams did I think it would last this long, but life is full of surprises and here I am, Day #26, without even a minor setback.

"Discipline now, freedom later. Indulgence now, regret later."
"כי לא אחפץ במות המת נאם אדני"

Hey, keep going you’re on the right path!!

Day #27
Today was a very easy day, Baruch Hashem.
I wish I had known six months ago how easy it would be to quit.

It’s a hard battle, but once you're able to rewire your brain and truly recognize that you are the boss here and not your urges, everything becomes much, much easier.

"Your mind is a tool. Make it your servant, not your master."