Hey there! We are super happy to have you join us in this fight, especially since you seem to have a lot fight in you! Your determination is not only admirable, it is key to getting out of this YH.
I would just say that you must not leave it up to determination alone. The reason is simple. Eventually you will not feel the emotional high you feel now, and you therefore won't always feel as determined. The key is to take the determination while you have it and use it to learn what it takes to fight this battle. Most of the time it's not about a super strong emotion which you will use overpower the YH, it's about having the tools to manage the urges and so on.
So do yourself a favor and reach out to a gye mentor who can get you started with the basic yesoidos, and also function as an accountability partner to help you get off your feet with a knock and get into a good groove. But more importantly to guide you as to how to gain the aforementioned tools . They are all great. Here is a list that Proud yungerman compiled of some of our great mentors. You will not regret reaching out to one of them i promise.
HHM (Hashem Help Me) -
michelgelner@gmail.com, Eerie -
1gimpelovitz@gmail.com, ChaimOigen –
chaim.oigen@gmail.com, Muttel -
muttel15@gmail.com, Iwannalivereal
iwannalivereal@gmail.com, Vehkam
vehkam7@gmail.com, Amevakesh
amevakesh23@gmail.com, ProudYungerman
proudyungerman@gmail.com, Iwantlife -
iwantlifegye@proton.me.
Please stick around and post more too. It's a crucial tool, and it's also mechazeik other people in the thick of this fight like me and others!
a fellow fighter .. yours truly jwbf
