Thank you chaimoigen! BH I'm a week in and feeling good. For the last few months I've gone 1-3 weeks at a time and then had a fall... usually the 1 week mark, 2 week, 4 week marks were hard for me, but this time around I'm feeling more optimistic than normal. I have had thoughts come up, but instead of being mad at myself and fueling them, I've gotten better at acknowledging it's the YH, and really Hashem gave me this challenge to make me great. I started feeling more peaceful and happy than sad or upset as the thoughts passed, because I knew that I'm really fulfilling my purpose in life by letting them go and moving on rather than fighting. I've also been doing a lot for self care, and I'm constantly reinforcing my WHY daily... support from folks like you helps!