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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 03 Jan 2010 03:25 #41133

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It makes me smile to hear that you're doing well!
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 03 Jan 2010 05:16 #41176

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Thanks.  No tears.  Usually, you are crying or almost crying off my threads.
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 03 Jan 2010 05:26 #41177

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And by the way - when I'm crying, it's always with a huge smile on my face.

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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 03 Jan 2010 11:54 #41312

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Keep the smile with the crying.  I feel like a little kid on a long car ride.  Dad, are we there yet?  No son, we have a long way to go.

Glad I feel like the kid.  G-d put me in place and I am forever grateful for it.
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 03 Jan 2010 18:53 #41451

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Sci your attitude is just something else. I cant say i cry from your posts but i do learn alot from them. Especially your connection with G-d.
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 04 Jan 2010 03:24 #41604

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The right attitude and the right beleif in G-d are the combo that is working for me.
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 04 Jan 2010 13:08 #41727

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sci1977 wrote on 04 Jan 2010 03:24:

The right attitude and the right beleif in G-d are the combo that is working for me.


Sounds great.
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 04 Jan 2010 19:30 #41938

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sci1977 wrote on 04 Jan 2010 03:24:

The right attitude and the right beleif in G-d are the combo that is working for me.
What could be better??
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 04 Jan 2010 19:41 #41949

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not much is better then knowing you are doing the right thing and have G-d with you!!!
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 04 Jan 2010 22:55 #42049

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sci1977 wrote on 04 Jan 2010 19:41:

not much is better then knowing you are doing the right thing and have G-d with you!!!
Couldnt agree with you more!! But then again ive been doing that alot recently!! I guess im just really learning alot from you sci. Thanks!
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 12 Jan 2010 16:02 #44791

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My story continues here today.  I do not want to put this in the other thread.  For the last few days I have been thinking what could have been wrong with my family member to do what they did to me as a child.  I now am sure they must have been very unhappy in there life.  I don't know if you can say I forgive that person yet, but I do know I am understanding that G-d must help me to forgive. 
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 12 Jan 2010 16:12 #44800

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Whoa...incredible.

I'm not even sure how one goes about forgiving something that huge, or what that means...
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 12 Jan 2010 16:17 #44803

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Thats why it's time to go G-d about this one.  I have tried everything I know how to.  But I know to get somewhere I must forgive. 
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 12 Jan 2010 16:21 #44806

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You need to let go and move forward...which (shaking head emoticon) is incredible...is that the same as forgiveness? In some ways, I guess it is...not saying that what he did was right (duh), but I guess like Bards says - he has a problem, but it's not your problem.

Dropping off the sack of rocks...leaving it at the side of the road, and walking on. Easy to say, but doing it...?

Wow.
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Re: SCI1977, How I got here 13 Jan 2010 16:08 #45303

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SB, you are so right.  The family member should have known better and I realize that if I let it go and give it to G-d, what didn't kill me, made me stronger.  As for forgive, not so sure when that will happen, but I do know I will someday.  If I don't it will be like a weight on my shoulders I can never get off. 
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